Riff, I swear you are making 2 threads a day. In fact, this thread is almost identical a thread you made recently where you were surprised to find out coke is bad for your cardiovascular system. I'm going to post the same thing I posted in your last thread because I don't think you even kept up with that one.
So i'm 16 and this is pretty much my daily life druguse
- Smoke pot everyday
- Pop pills or take shrooms on weekends
- Snort coke once a month
- Occasionally snort meth and heroin
Idk I think i'm pretty good with my use just want opinions
Riffraff, I've read all of your posts since you've joined. You are a very uneducated drug user (consider your thread about cocaine and the heart. You were unaware stimulants damaged your cardiovascular system), and you take many risks by starting so young. Very few people who start so heavily at that age make anything of their lives. Most continue using well after it was just something to do; it becomes
the only thing to do.
My guess is you'll be dead, in jail, or best bet is rehab before 20. You will struggle to get clean, and when you do, you'll realize you haven't made anything of yourself up until this point, while everyone who abstained that grew up around you are moderately content with their lives.
This is coming from a 25 year old who started at 13, and picked up heavier drugs at 15 or 16 (notice that I joined this forum in 2002, and I'm just about to turn 26.
Mark my words, you are not "good". You're destroying your future, one dose at a time.
My advice to you is to quit, or [if you must] use marijuana moderately, but if you decide to continue abusing harder drugs, use them all moderately. H and speed used "moderately" does not mean once a week.
EXERCISE. Get obsessed with bodybuilding and eating right. You'll feel and look great, and you'll never regret those decisions. Pick up jiu jitsu. Do someting awesome with your life. You don't have as much time as you believe you do. Every day you spend alive is going to reflect your future. Every decision you make today will impact your life later. And here you are using drugs daily. Do you get me?
One thing I noticed about my drug addicted friends, is they all lost so much invaluable and IRREPLACEABLE cognitive function. Some were very intelligent, but I just don't see it anymore - not like I used to. I, myself, have become notably slower. When I was 17 I placed very high on an IQ test and thrived in the pattern recognition portion. At 23 I felt so slowed down, and was beginning to get frustrated in school because how slowly i was absorbing the material, so I took a test in the learning disability department in my college and FAILED MISERABLY in the pattern recognition portion. They said I have a learning disability. I didn't have one before my heaviest drug abuse.
and trust me, i feel it everyday.
Personally, I feel horrible for you. You're obviously second guessing yourself about your lifestyle at your age, but your drug habit will keep you in this madness until you face a consequence. I hope you end it before then, or decide to moderate your drug use before then, but I doubt it. I don't play it sweet and soft for anyone, so if I offended you, good.