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What age do you think you will die?

Hehe. Is the lack of recent psyche usage showing up in textform, Mopster? ;)

Don't really see that as a negative comment though. Eternal anything would definitely be the very definition of hell. Evolve or die a dull infinitum. If all there was to look forward to was eternal anything there would be no possible point to anything. Onwards and upwards all the way for me. Or backwards and downwards. Either is fine by me (former for preference though if any decision makers happen to be viewing ;)).

Eternity is just dandy. So long as there are amusing adbreaks. And ideally an occasional interlude for a pissbreak.

Knock: Eternal lifeloop is just summat I've seen posited sundry times so presumed it was more or less traditional. At least in some parts. Dunno which parts but have definitely seen it mentioned a lot.

On the eternal dot thang, that actually does meet my standards for truly awestruck eternals... sort of. Not so much the dot but the black and white dot static between untuned channels. 1% echo of the big bang in visual form. Now that truly is somewhat awe-inspiringly eternal. Shame it's not got a few car chases and stuff chucked in to liven it up though :\
 
Shambles said:
If all there was to look forward to was eternal anything there would be no possible point to anything. Onwards and upwards all the way for me. Or backwards and downwards. Either is fine by me (former for preference though if any decision makers happen to be viewing ;)).
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Eternal variety! Endless novelty! PERSISTENT CREATIVITY!

Tedious Diversity!
 
Wow, it's just took me ages to read all replies - since my last post. Some interesting thoughts in here. Some may find it a little dark, but it certainly wasn't intended as being morbid. My outlook on life has changed, a lot, since I started this. I'm aiming for 70, now. I've started going to the gym, and looking after myself better. I was shocked to find I'm still pretty fit. At the end of the day, I have an 8 year old son, and he's what I live for. I'd be dead without him - no question. I'm looking after myself, for him. Everything else is second. Although, I'm actually excited about getting old. I'm going to outlive every single cunt that expected me dead years ago. As SHM said; the party is still going. It's just about moderation.
 
Getting old is a mixed blessing but definitely much more of a blessing than it appears to be when not so old, I'd say. And a nipper or two is certainly a massive addition to the positive side of the ageing balance. Have long suspected that a genuine attachment to life like that is very high on the list of things that keep me somewhat ambivalent towards the whole life-continuation thing but a combination of being a horrendous drugpig waster and a curious preponderance of relationships with women who are impregnable for various physical reasons so far precludes such things. Probably for the best really...

Glad to hear things are going so positively with you, Treac. Not seen you round much of late but clearly that's for the very best of reasons <3
 
Is it just me or is there a kind of powerful force that is bringing together a collection of what we would call humans from all walks of life and locations and although they are going through terrible upheavial and a great deal of heart ache they are finding the more pain and upset they are suffering an intelligen..ance and undestanding, a new purpose and a crystal clear objective is talking over a great many lives to which when you look deep inside you feel that finaly everything is starting to make sence.
maybe its just me but I was always brought up to know right from wrong which is always detirmined by a minority of people who claim to have our best interests at heart.
It doesnt take rocket science to work out that is an demonocracy.
Trust me the change is here and it will all make sence very soon.
just see what happens on Saturday.
 
Shambles said:
Getting old is a mixed blessing but definitely much more of a blessing than it appears to be when not so old, I'd say. And a nipper or two is certainly a massive addition to the positive side of the ageing balance. Have long suspected that a genuine attachment to life like that is very high on the list of things that keep me somewhat ambivalent towards the whole life-continuation thing but a combination of being a horrendous drugpig waster and a curious preponderance of relationships with women who are impregnable for various physical reasons so far precludes such things. Probably for the best really...

Glad to hear things are going so positively with you, Treac. Not seen you round much of late but clearly that's for the very best of reasons <3
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You do have a point I think genuine immortality in a physical sense is delivered through our children and therefore the continuation of part of us through them. I'm luck enough to have 2 kids but have both medical science and my partner to thank for that of course I played part, you kind of have to if you gonna share your actual genes, which are share on 23 chromosome pairs as a matter of pure interest :)

I said I'd be happy with 60, I guess I've never felt like a long termer but who knows it's not something I give a great deal of thought to,. except at the times when I considerer manual intervention and that's a whole different ball game and not a place I wish to ever go again.

The next adventure is waiting but I'm far fro finished with this one for now;)
 
My boss is 70 , still works 6/7 days aweek , fit as a fiddle and strong as fuck.
This fucker is so hard core he's Been bricklaying with a hernia for a year , he won't and don't let anything slow him down or hold him back.
He's so mentally strong he dont allow himself to be Ill or hurt himself , iv seen him have a few accidents over the years and he just works through it.
And Iv watched him push his guts back into his hernia 3/4 times aday for the last 8 months , Every time I ask if he's ok , he just tells me to worry about myself and to fuck off.

He had his op on Tuesday , and He's proper fucked it's so hard to see him so fucking useless , he can just about walk (slow) Iv just come from his gaff and puting his bins out , and I'm ment to have stayed with him today and help him,
He's just payed me my wages and told me to fuck off I'm driving him mad ( iv only been there 2 hours )

I don't really know what the point of this post is . It's just hard and upsetting to see someone you care for and thinks is unbreakable , Turned to a crippled wreck.

Anyway aleast I get some time off.
 
strungout2010 said:
It's just hard and upsetting to see someone you care for and thinks is unbreakable , Turned to a crippled wreck.
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Aye man, I remember the first time I saw my grandpa in a hospice - The first time I saw him where he wouldn't have been able to absolutely leather me if he'd wanted to. It was quite a sobering moment. The cunt was still mental though, tried to bust out a couple of times, they found him down at the bus stop still in his PJs, no clue how to get home but determined that he was doing it haha. He'd always try to get me to help him escape if I was left alone with him. Some boy.
 
@ PTCH

Yeah mate , sobering is the word I was looking for ,this man ain't just my boss he's pritty much my old man, i grew up in care and apart from a sister don't have no family. I'm 42 now and iv been wrapped around him since I started out with his daughter when I was 15. Most people do think he's me dad.

But sobering is defenently the word I was looking for , I felt like crying seeing him in that hospital surrounded by cunts half his age.
At least he'll get better , could be much worse (I could be at work and not sat in witherspoons)
 
Not wanting to put a downer on this thread (honest - quite the opppsite) but death can come at any moment, when you least expect it.

Evad/Dave was 25 when he died unexpectedly. Bignbrown died last year; he posted in this thread thinking he would die in his 20s/30s/40s of a heart condition. Take a look at the shrine; not to be morbid, but to remember those who died and to remember what it means to still be here, now.

The point is, we can't predict it, or for most of us, even make a realistic guess, really. Who knows what is ahead. All the more reason to appreciate your life and live in the moment. Such a cliche, but none of us know how long we have. Stop putting everything off and enjoy the fact that we are alive, right now.

Read this :)

This isn't meant to be a gloomy post, quite the opposite! I think I will die an old lady. But who knows?
 
I've always liked this quote:

"Always after a defeat and a respite, the Shadow takes another shape and grows again."
"I wish it need not have happened in my time," said Frodo.
"So do I," said Gandalf, "and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us."
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I feel that it rings true to many pitfalls in life.
 
Hehe yeah me too, being the LOTR nerd I am. Gandalf is my guru <3

Really didn't mean to change the tone of the thread, everyone carry on, but that's the only contribution I can make to this sort of thing these days..
 
All contribution is good from you, effs. :)

Shammy: I've actually just been insanely busy. I do lurk quite a bit, because I normally have nothing productive to say. ;) Going from being fucked 24/7 and barely functioning, to needing all the hours god sends, is quite a shock to the system. I have definitely sorted a lot of issues out - though the thing that pisses me off, is that I could've done this years ago, and avoided all shades of shit. I can't go back to that.
 
^ That's the birth of the goddamn autotune-as-effect right there. The blokes who put the record together claimed it was a vocoder for a long time to protect their secret.

Oh, and if that was a question, yes.
 
I'm gonna challenge your conclusion that

Cher + Autotune = Believe


Because it would mean that

Cher = Ahead of her time


And that is a contradiction.
 
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