DrugstoreCowboi
Greenlighter
Hi All! I am now officially part of the Bluelight Forum, although I have been visiting these pages for several years now. I figured it was time that I signed up and actually gave a little back to this fine little community. As far as this forum goes, I wouldn't consider myself a noob, but I know I wouldn't mind being adopted by someone who could show me the ropes a little. As far as drugs go, I am definitely no amatuer. I have been using, in one form or another, for about 15 years. Throughout my career as a user and abuser, I have pretty much done just about everything under the sun. But my true love and DOC would be opiates! No matter what else I happen to find myself doing or how many "breaks" I have taken, I always return to opiates. I also have a great love of good pot. But, even that comes second to my first choice. My using started when I was young and in middle school, smoking pot and drinking a little. Then, as I am sure is a common story on this forum, things escalated into hallucinogens (shrooms, acid, ecstasy, mescaline). I used a little coke and a little speed, which I thought kinda sucked. Then I started messing around with pills like xanax, lortab, demerol, and oxycontin. I got really hooked on pills! Especially the opiates! And that's pretty much where my using has stayed. Sure, there were other little binges on all sorts of other substances, but I never found anything that I liked more. And, yes, my use of opiates has definitely fluctuated extremely at times. Getting out of control! I have been to rehab..a three month inpatient. I have been on methadone maintenance more than a few times. The longest I have been sober in the last 15 years would have to be about 6 months. Thankfully, I have an extreme phobia of needles and have never done IV anything. If I had, I know I would probably love it. And things would have probably gone a lot worse for me. I am not proud of some of the things that I have done to get high. And I know I have hurt a lot of other people in the process. But, it has all been an educational and spiritual experience for me. And I really wouldn't take any of it back. These days, I still use. Just my pot and my opiates. But, I have learned to use in moderation. I have had a steady job for several years now and I am going to school to finish my degree. I am doing just fine! That's my story, and I'm sticking to it. 
Thanks for listening! It's good to be here!
Thanks for listening! It's good to be here!
