nostalgic
Bluelighter
Heyas...
I smoked weed for the first time in a big way (more than one puff of a joint not even drawn into my lungs) last year and did about eight cones. I know that is absolutely stupid, but after two i noticed nothing, four... nothing... five... slight motion slurr when looking round... Then on eight my nightmare begun.
A friend wom I had shared the stick with was laughing all over the place, having a bawl... Meanwhile I was sitting down, having hallucinations of some kind... My glasses frame was morphing into different shapes and glowing bright pink, with the pink filled with grey which was flickering on and off... While staring at a fairly square diamond shaped tuft of grass on the ground, I realised that the entire ground was covered in a tesalation of them. Yes the entire ground, as far as I could see was covered in them. They begun to rotate, then the whole ground turned black. They lit up in neon colors and kept rotating. I stood there, scared right the fuck out of mind, and whacked my head then ran off. I saw a million things more frightening that night, it lasted about 6 hours on me.
Since then I've tried weed in tiny, medium and large amounts again, each time with no effect from a little and the same visuals from a lot. Since that night I've never been the same, and I don't really know in what way. I just don't think the way I used to... When I'm on weed and I speak, it feels like I'm not thinking I want to say something (although I am, very vividly) and it comes out anyway...
Has anyone else had this sort of reaction to weed? If so, please share what happened and any resolution to the way it left you...
I really don't want to think I'm the only person who has such an upsetting and frightening reaction to weed.
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wisest is he who knows that he does not know...
I smoked weed for the first time in a big way (more than one puff of a joint not even drawn into my lungs) last year and did about eight cones. I know that is absolutely stupid, but after two i noticed nothing, four... nothing... five... slight motion slurr when looking round... Then on eight my nightmare begun.
A friend wom I had shared the stick with was laughing all over the place, having a bawl... Meanwhile I was sitting down, having hallucinations of some kind... My glasses frame was morphing into different shapes and glowing bright pink, with the pink filled with grey which was flickering on and off... While staring at a fairly square diamond shaped tuft of grass on the ground, I realised that the entire ground was covered in a tesalation of them. Yes the entire ground, as far as I could see was covered in them. They begun to rotate, then the whole ground turned black. They lit up in neon colors and kept rotating. I stood there, scared right the fuck out of mind, and whacked my head then ran off. I saw a million things more frightening that night, it lasted about 6 hours on me.
Since then I've tried weed in tiny, medium and large amounts again, each time with no effect from a little and the same visuals from a lot. Since that night I've never been the same, and I don't really know in what way. I just don't think the way I used to... When I'm on weed and I speak, it feels like I'm not thinking I want to say something (although I am, very vividly) and it comes out anyway...
Has anyone else had this sort of reaction to weed? If so, please share what happened and any resolution to the way it left you...
I really don't want to think I'm the only person who has such an upsetting and frightening reaction to weed.
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wisest is he who knows that he does not know...