Sometimes I'm an optimist, sometimes I'm a a pessimist. Sometimes I'm a realist. Where does that leave me? I have a different solution to the problem from one moment to the next, and I'm a full-on believer in the diamond spirit. Then, I will see the opposite philosophy, and I will say, "oh, that sounds valid too," and all of a sudden I find myself doing the opposite, with different but exactly comparable poistive creative energy.
In this way, I am yours for the taking. In this way I am vital. Life is alive. But also in this way, life is dead. There is my wall. There is my wive's wall. There is a dissatisfaction and unexamined anger that scares me less than I know it should. The anger is legion. The Love is legion as well, but that's no good excuse.
If I write you a poem, will you read it? I am lonely. I have made so many mistakes. I am so lonely. I am at fault. I wish to repair. I am lost. I love my children. I love them so much. I'm sad around them. I hate myself. I wish to repair.
No, you won't read my poem. I will end with self-pity. It's what I hate most about others. In me; I wish to be rid of it. How can I let you? Go! Gonna get you! Be gone now, I bet you!
Oh Buddha, near Bodhi, stay put now. Hold on there. We wander no longer.
In this way, I am yours for the taking. In this way I am vital. Life is alive. But also in this way, life is dead. There is my wall. There is my wive's wall. There is a dissatisfaction and unexamined anger that scares me less than I know it should. The anger is legion. The Love is legion as well, but that's no good excuse.
If I write you a poem, will you read it? I am lonely. I have made so many mistakes. I am so lonely. I am at fault. I wish to repair. I am lost. I love my children. I love them so much. I'm sad around them. I hate myself. I wish to repair.
No, you won't read my poem. I will end with self-pity. It's what I hate most about others. In me; I wish to be rid of it. How can I let you? Go! Gonna get you! Be gone now, I bet you!
Oh Buddha, near Bodhi, stay put now. Hold on there. We wander no longer.