That about sums up my character. Surely it won't be long until I get myself a Darwin Award or something.
How I see the world and how others see it are so far about, I feel like an alien or a child at times, still learning what people my age should have learnt 20 years ago. I seem to have stopped developing (mentally) around the age of 15.
Today I discharged myself from my psychiatrist even tho its probably something I really need and will probably never have the opportunity to get again, all because I made some stupid comments to them over the phone when i was pretty cracked out on benzos.... damn loss of inhibitions will be the death of me I swear...
Anyway... they are gunna call me sometime this afternoon to discuss discharging me but there is no way on earth I am going back there after what I said..
Also, I find that being treated there has made me lose all trust in people, anything you say to them is written down/recorded/passed onto others in some way shape or form.
It is a shame in some ways cus my regular doctor was so happy I wen there (probably cus I was pissing him off) but I went there with a bad eye today that wont clear up and he said hes glad Im getting the psychiatric care I need... less than 20 minutes later Im called to discharge myself
My behavior is so erratic. I'm a child.
How I see the world and how others see it are so far about, I feel like an alien or a child at times, still learning what people my age should have learnt 20 years ago. I seem to have stopped developing (mentally) around the age of 15.
Today I discharged myself from my psychiatrist even tho its probably something I really need and will probably never have the opportunity to get again, all because I made some stupid comments to them over the phone when i was pretty cracked out on benzos.... damn loss of inhibitions will be the death of me I swear...
Anyway... they are gunna call me sometime this afternoon to discuss discharging me but there is no way on earth I am going back there after what I said..
Also, I find that being treated there has made me lose all trust in people, anything you say to them is written down/recorded/passed onto others in some way shape or form.
It is a shame in some ways cus my regular doctor was so happy I wen there (probably cus I was pissing him off) but I went there with a bad eye today that wont clear up and he said hes glad Im getting the psychiatric care I need... less than 20 minutes later Im called to discharge myself
My behavior is so erratic. I'm a child.
