Yeah I know I blog to much but its best to keep my drama to myself I have learned.
I want so much to have some Tramadol. But there is no way to get it without being discovered I believe.
Just for artificial happiness for the holidays. Here I am going to cry because I don't have the drug that makes me happy.
But really maybe in the end its the best. They an get me on a anti-depressant without that messing with it. Although actually is a mood stabilizer and often used for sezuires...I can talk myself into anything.
I have no job I can't blow what money I have to drive to school on some maybe bunk drug that will take 14 weeks to get here. I could w 2 day but not with the family home. And hell, my mom always knows when I'm high no matter what it is. And certain tram isn't one you want to take after everyone has gone to bed or you will never sleep.
well I don't really sleep anyway, take ambien one night and lunesta the next and I still wake up after 3 hours....thats where the soma comes in the soma that got me in trouble. I don't know what I'm facing today...
I want so much to have some Tramadol. But there is no way to get it without being discovered I believe.
Just for artificial happiness for the holidays. Here I am going to cry because I don't have the drug that makes me happy.
But really maybe in the end its the best. They an get me on a anti-depressant without that messing with it. Although actually is a mood stabilizer and often used for sezuires...I can talk myself into anything.
I have no job I can't blow what money I have to drive to school on some maybe bunk drug that will take 14 weeks to get here. I could w 2 day but not with the family home. And hell, my mom always knows when I'm high no matter what it is. And certain tram isn't one you want to take after everyone has gone to bed or you will never sleep.
well I don't really sleep anyway, take ambien one night and lunesta the next and I still wake up after 3 hours....thats where the soma comes in the soma that got me in trouble. I don't know what I'm facing today...