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walking wounded....

liquidocean

liquidocean

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I was amongst the walking wounded
Every face on every bus
You and me and him and her
Nothing can replace the us on you
No, I'm never gonna let you go
Never ever had the choice
Well you never made it clear to me
I thought you meant you felt it deeply
Now I'm never gonna let you go
Cos I could have loved you forever
Cos I could have left you forever
What do you want from me
You trying to punish me
Punish me for loving you
Punish me for giving to you
Punish me for nothing I do
Punish me for nothing
Nothing ....
Some days I think I could go insane
- Everything But the Girl, "Walking Wounded"
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i walk amongst the broken hearted
the hearts that ache in the night
yearing for reunion
with their beloved
the beauty of their devotion
in the late lonely hours
barely eclipses the pain
the pain of separation
when will the longing end
and will it be her same face
or is my soul's mirror shattered
or turned to a new direction
time and love change
and rearrange
and nothing is certain
but that all things beautiful and terrible
will come to pass
but it's so hard to let go of yesterday
of emotions so vivid and bright
it could all be the same again
in my eyes, in my eyes
are you waiting for a sign?
do you hear these words
do you feel my heart reaching across the void to you
or are you waiting for a sign that it's too late
hear me, feel me, touch me
[This message has been edited by liquidocean (edited 23 December 2000).]
 
Hang in there bro, we all have walked amongst the walking wounded before, and have come back to share our experiences. It will hurt for a long time, no doubt, but only time and patience can truly cure your wounds. My thoughts are with you bro.
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I felt the pain in that.
Walk amongst them...but don't stay there too long...there's too much more life to be lived.
Beautifully written.
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**hugs**
~kimmy.
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~*~I hope you take a piece of me with you...~*~
 
very well written
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hang in there
Mellabopper
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"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
 
ohh hun,, yes i have been there. Sometimes it can be so confusing, i really wish you the best of luck as you heal, remember things take time .
 
For someone like myself who lives with their heart as their internal compass, it tears me apart to sit in the limbo of indecision and wait for her to come to her own conclusions and realizations.
We've been hanging out, but she has yet to grab the bull by the horns and actually say, "What we had was incredible. I want to make it happen. I believe. I want you."
Just a sort of complacent going-with-the-flow, not really communicating her changing feelings. Is it so much to want to know? I need to know whether to keep my heart pointed towards her or whether to consider it in the past. I love her deeply, but if it's not meant to be again i want to heal and move on. There's enough to keep me waiting for her, but that's barely it.
I get unsure sometimes, my positivity is finite, but regardless i listen to my heart, make a decision, and go for it. Waiting through her indecision is tortuous, and i don't want to get involved in another relationship, let alone sleep with another woman until we get through this.
The scenario i don't want to see would be that we give each other more space, then i find someone i really like but don't yet consider a true soul mate like i do her. Then after a month of dallying, she realizes she wants to be with me, then tells me. I may not want to go back to her, and if i do, i have to voluntarily slaughter the new relationship, something that casts a very dark shadow over our reuniting.
Worse, she may want to try just because she feels threatened by me entering a new relationship.
But it's all kind of moot, because i'm not really itching for a new involvement, i just want the warm, delicate touch and the content moans of a loving, compassionate woman. And i've been deprived for the last 3 1/2 months. And the comedown is rough.
Do you ever have a high energy night away from your lover, then have them call you late in the night, knowing you were thinking about each other? I miss that. I wonder if she doesn't feel me, or if she's too complacent to pick up the phone, or too worried she won't be able to consider herself as 'independent'.
Does any sensible woman really want to be independent, or is it just a self-image issue? Is it ok to want, or even need the secure, loving, tender touch of a lover in a warm bed? Does it make a person weaker? Does it set them up for failure?
I just want love without the hesitation side-effect. Love without constant second-guessing. Love with a slight element of being in an airplane at 15,000 feet with a parachute on. At least a love Ritz cracker with the words 'carpe diem' on it.
If you see your soul mate on the side of the road on a fast, busy highway, i'd hope you'd have the sense to pull over, back up, and go towards your common destiny. Life is like that; you may get a second chance, but nothing is guaranteed.
You may die today. Love before it's too late.
Thank you for reading, i know you care, i feel your love. I'm also open for advice and wisdom.
peace, inner peace, that is
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Liquid....all I can say is just hang in there. You are right for wanting to know.....
and your words were so well written. Like someone else said, weve all felt that pain before.
And living from your heart is great, I think the problem with this world is that not enough people do live with their heart. Then again, those of us that do are open to pain and being hurt. But Id rather feel pain,love and hurt than feel nothing.
Your way with words is beautiful. If you need to chat, drop me an email. I can relate.
And belive me, time doesnt completely heal all wounds, but the pain will slowly go away.
And its better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.
Shelle
 
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