Skyie
Bluelighter
New Title - The meaning of a colorful shape or shade of paranoia.
This is a report from when I first found out about Diphenhydramine HCL. I can vividly remember it. It was my typical day and my typical night just relaxing and watching some Disney movies.
I dosed around 600 mgs and so the report begins
- Paranoia Chapter 1 the beginning -
I felt slightly airy and out of touch with my surroundings and everything seems very distant.
Trying to talk is the most difficult on this substance and one of the hardest things to do and is often accompanied by studdering and slurred speach. When talking I sounded normal to myself, but to everyone else around me looked at me as if I flipped my lid because I was making no sense. My conversations morphed into funny songs and I couldn't stop laughing even when whatever I was laughing at was not even funny. When things around the house would get to quiet I would think I was being to quiet along with being to loud.
- Chapter 2 A Heavy Mystical Glow -
Colors seem to glow heavily this was pleasant and would instantly relax me.
I laced a strand of xmas lights around my drums as they were pulsing everything would move more violently than in the dark. Wave like shapes would form on walls, floors would sway violently side to side. Things like pictures, tools , cans, posters would float on the wall. Everything around me began to look " Metallic " if I gazed or stared off for to long.
Tunnel Vision also was relevant and when staring off for to long everything would black out but comes back once focused in.
- Chapter 3 Depersonalization disorder WAS NOT EXPECTED -
Watched a horror flick wich was the worst possible thing to do " Rob Zombie Films " and it was pure disturbing I could't finish the movie. It was very easy to close my eyes and next thing fall into the movie myself.. think about it .. would you like to be trapped into Texas Chainsaw?
Walking into the dark I see people and I know they are not real but often startling.
I do not recognize myself in the mirror and my reflection would look as if I were some kind of monster or looked as if someone else was in the mirror looking back
- Chapter 4 Curtains Closed/Conclusion -
No heavy visual hallucinations or at all and if there were any they would have been audible but slightly. My mood was swinging heavily back and fourth to overly happy to very sad then to really entertained then to really board not knowing what to do. A heavy loss in hunger and a really nasty dry feeling in the pit of my mouth.
This is a report from when I first found out about Diphenhydramine HCL. I can vividly remember it. It was my typical day and my typical night just relaxing and watching some Disney movies.
I dosed around 600 mgs and so the report begins
- Paranoia Chapter 1 the beginning -
I felt slightly airy and out of touch with my surroundings and everything seems very distant.
Trying to talk is the most difficult on this substance and one of the hardest things to do and is often accompanied by studdering and slurred speach. When talking I sounded normal to myself, but to everyone else around me looked at me as if I flipped my lid because I was making no sense. My conversations morphed into funny songs and I couldn't stop laughing even when whatever I was laughing at was not even funny. When things around the house would get to quiet I would think I was being to quiet along with being to loud.
- Chapter 2 A Heavy Mystical Glow -
Colors seem to glow heavily this was pleasant and would instantly relax me.
I laced a strand of xmas lights around my drums as they were pulsing everything would move more violently than in the dark. Wave like shapes would form on walls, floors would sway violently side to side. Things like pictures, tools , cans, posters would float on the wall. Everything around me began to look " Metallic " if I gazed or stared off for to long.
Tunnel Vision also was relevant and when staring off for to long everything would black out but comes back once focused in.
- Chapter 3 Depersonalization disorder WAS NOT EXPECTED -
Watched a horror flick wich was the worst possible thing to do " Rob Zombie Films " and it was pure disturbing I could't finish the movie. It was very easy to close my eyes and next thing fall into the movie myself.. think about it .. would you like to be trapped into Texas Chainsaw?
Walking into the dark I see people and I know they are not real but often startling.
I do not recognize myself in the mirror and my reflection would look as if I were some kind of monster or looked as if someone else was in the mirror looking back
- Chapter 4 Curtains Closed/Conclusion -
No heavy visual hallucinations or at all and if there were any they would have been audible but slightly. My mood was swinging heavily back and fourth to overly happy to very sad then to really entertained then to really board not knowing what to do. A heavy loss in hunger and a really nasty dry feeling in the pit of my mouth.
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