spypilot
Bluelighter
a year and a half ago i met a person in a mental hospital
we traded phone numbers and then when we both got out we decided to be friends with benefits as he wasnt comfortable with a full relationship
we ended up having sex multiple times and only one of those times it wasnt violent
he did fucked up shit, fucking bit me, threatened to cut me and other things
i wont say in specific but ill just say it was similar to what was in bme pain olympics if youve ever watched that
i eventually cut him off after i told myself to stop talking to him when i got erectile dysfunction (mainly from his sticking fucking rods down my penis)
i still have a scar on my thigh from his teeth going into it (its starting to fade now but its still there)
now im seeing a therapist and its going good
i still have sex but i get a little scared thinking about it
thought i would talk about this
ive only told it to a handful of people and i thought it would be good to not hide it anymore
he also was the one who introduced me to abusing benadryl which really fucked me up
i dont know how to end this so yeah im just gonna stop writing
we traded phone numbers and then when we both got out we decided to be friends with benefits as he wasnt comfortable with a full relationship
we ended up having sex multiple times and only one of those times it wasnt violent
he did fucked up shit, fucking bit me, threatened to cut me and other things
i wont say in specific but ill just say it was similar to what was in bme pain olympics if youve ever watched that
i eventually cut him off after i told myself to stop talking to him when i got erectile dysfunction (mainly from his sticking fucking rods down my penis)
i still have a scar on my thigh from his teeth going into it (its starting to fade now but its still there)
now im seeing a therapist and its going good
i still have sex but i get a little scared thinking about it
thought i would talk about this
ive only told it to a handful of people and i thought it would be good to not hide it anymore
he also was the one who introduced me to abusing benadryl which really fucked me up
i dont know how to end this so yeah im just gonna stop writing

