Venting violent sexual relationships

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a year and a half ago i met a person in a mental hospital
we traded phone numbers and then when we both got out we decided to be friends with benefits as he wasnt comfortable with a full relationship
we ended up having sex multiple times and only one of those times it wasnt violent
he did fucked up shit, fucking bit me, threatened to cut me and other things
i wont say in specific but ill just say it was similar to what was in bme pain olympics if youve ever watched that
i eventually cut him off after i told myself to stop talking to him when i got erectile dysfunction (mainly from his sticking fucking rods down my penis)
i still have a scar on my thigh from his teeth going into it (its starting to fade now but its still there)
now im seeing a therapist and its going good
i still have sex but i get a little scared thinking about it
thought i would talk about this
ive only told it to a handful of people and i thought it would be good to not hide it anymore
he also was the one who introduced me to abusing benadryl which really fucked me up
i dont know how to end this so yeah im just gonna stop writing
 
Yeah don't go around that person anymore. Stay away from him. Just stay healthy by learning from Therapy. So that you don't get hurt anymore. And it should work so that you can feel better. Don't do that anymore because you can get really bad health issues from that. And get infected. All of that infection can metastasize to the brain and effect it badly.

I'm just saying. Stay with healthy people. Wherever and whenever you can from now on. Try harder. And you have this.

Is that okay that I made a comment ! It's just that I felt BAD for you. Ye, stay away from them. Haha. They're worthless
AND harmful. Best Wishes.



Oh. I saw your post up in the Latest Post. Don't worry it will get buried soon. ;)
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a year and a half ago i met a person in a mental hospital
we traded phone numbers and then when we both got out we decided to be friends with benefits as he wasnt comfortable with a full relationship
we ended up having sex multiple times and only one of those times it wasnt violent
he did fucked up shit, fucking bit me, threatened to cut me and other things
i wont say in specific but ill just say it was similar to what was in bme pain olympics if youve ever watched that
i eventually cut him off after i told myself to stop talking to him when i got erectile dysfunction (mainly from his sticking fucking rods down my penis)
i still have a scar on my thigh from his teeth going into it (its starting to fade now but its still there)
now im seeing a therapist and its going good
i still have sex but i get a little scared thinking about it
thought i would talk about this
ive only told it to a handful of people and i thought it would be good to not hide it anymore
he also was the one who introduced me to abusing benadryl which really fucked me up
i dont know how to end this so yeah im just gonna stop writing
Wow that sounds horrible! So sorry that happened to you. I don't think I've ever heard of somebody meeting another person in a mental hospital and it turning out without someone getting violated or something equally terrible happening.
 
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