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Vicious effect from new batch

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JimmyJamesJim

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Just had a batch of meth that was the perfect high for me given a consistent bump. Just reupped, and gal says it's the same. I do half of what I normally do, and felt like I was going to have a fucking heart attack, stroke, and had a testicular hernia.........all at the same time, in waves for three hours. I seriously started considering who should know about what the catalyst was, but the fear of ridicule made my chest thump harder. WTF is wrong with me that I think this is a good thing.......well, two hours later it sounds cray cray. Then.....not so much. Why the vicious reaction? And, this stuff is making me push back in my chair like someone might steal it from me.
 
Pinkbeam said:
Be happy. It isn't always that good these days. Make sure you stay hydrated. :)
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Whoa, that's crazy that you mentioned "be happy". In the middle of driving what seemed to be not my car, because this one was much faster, albeit heavier, I started smiling. I think I was trying to smile because I was fucking scared. I'm in my 50's, so yeah, I'm a little stupid doing this shit. Oddly, I feel stupid just being my age with nothing else to light the way, even if it's safer.

And yes, FIJI is my friend right now. She has a very sexy neckline hahaha
 
JimmyJamesJim said:
Whoa, that's crazy that you mentioned "be happy". In the middle of driving what seemed to be not my car, because this one was much faster, albeit heavier, I started smiling. I think I was trying to smile because I was fucking scared. I'm in my 50's, so yeah, I'm a little stupid doing this shit. Oddly, I feel stupid just being my age with nothing else to light the way, even if it's safer.

And yes, FIJI is my friend right now. She has a very sexy neckline hahaha
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Hello, 🌸
Nice try.
 
JimmyJamesJim said:
Great Lakes, then Pensacola for SAR, South Carolina For SEAR.......then off to Coronado and the Silver Strand ...........YOU?
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I'll wait. Takes a few minutes to get the logistics dialed in, just in case you'd like to chop this up in person. Though, following four people, three of which would be safe to guess are females is very telling little guy. Let me know on that question little guy......lets get you dialed in.
 
Maybe just coincidence, my bad. You joined about 10 minutes after I reamed some fool about speaking what he knows nothing about. Then you quoted his post with a little twist added that wasn’t before. He also worked in treatment ( music therapy) and though active daily up until yesterday, has since disappeared. It’s all good, welcome to BL. A bit of HR advice, maybe not best to admit field is treatment related if active user. Kids on here too, many who have yet to seek help. Last thing they need is to suspect hypocrisy. That first open connect might mean their lives.
 
wudbutcher said:
Maybe just coincidence, my bad. You joined about 10 minutes after I reamed some fool about speaking what he knows nothing about. Then you quoted his post with a little twist added that wasn’t before. He also worked in treatment ( music therapy) and though active daily up until yesterday, has since disappeared. It’s all good, welcome to BL. A bit of HR advice, maybe not best to admit field is treatment related if active user. Kids on here too, many who have yet to seek help. Last thing they need is to suspect hypocrisy. That first open connect might mean their lives.
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Absolutely understandable. And, he/she probably had the reaming coming. I, on the other hand, could use some work on my timing when joining a forum HA!
Edit....I can see your point and advice regarding admission of use while working in treatment. I think it's important for me to be transparent and honest. I'm not condoning it, and my life is not unmanageable. However, in my intro, I try to make it clear that I have nothing to gain from not being vulnerable. Vulnerable, even to those that could see my behavior, and what I do for a living, hypocritical.
 
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Ok, can’t help it, gotta point out a few things. Three fam members in special services branches. Dad bro and great uncle. Went to reunion with dad before he passed, just observations.
1. Never met a single career military man that drove a car.
2. At said reunion, and at every family gathering, heard the absolute stupidity of designer water. If paying for a bottle buy beer. They conceded to bottled water for convenience, but best be the cheap shit.
3. And most importantly, only met 2 in the treatment field. Both heroin addicts, who’d lost everything and everyone due to their disease. Even in the rooms, specialists rarely have the patience even for sponsorship. Hard to undo training, though I’m thankful for their sacrifice, it takes something from them.
Just my bullshit meter,( ty dad)
Welcome once again!
PS It’s HOO YAH!
 
JimmyJamesJim said:
. I'm in my 50's, so yeah, I'm a little stupid doing this shit. Oddly, I feel stupid just being my age
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I've hit my 50's , and I would be scared to do a heavy stimulant. I'd wonder if my heart could take it.

Was never into stims. Grinding your jaw all night, no thanks.
 
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