Earlsweatshirt
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On friday night swim and two of his friends dropped acid. Swim is fairly experienced with psychedelics. He had tripped 4 times, twice on two tabs and twice on four tabs. Swims first trip was not on lsd. The tabs were claimed to be lsa. The other three trips the blotters did not have taste and were claimed to be lsd. Swim is a fairly heavy weed smoker and has been on and off for over 3 years. The last few months swim has been the heaviest smoker he has ever been and has been using primarily dabs for the last few weeks. When with friends swim can easily go through a zip or a couple grams of wax in a night. Anyways, the night before swim dropped he and his two friends that would subsequently drop with him the next day were all hanging out with 3 other friends, two of whom were tripping on the same lsd as swim would the next day. One of the friends took 5 tabs and the other who had never tripped before took 2. Everybody was smoking aside from the two trippers and everything was going great. The trippers were having fun with their trips, wandering around looking at things, listening to music, sometimes talking. Then about 3 hours or so into the trip the guy on 5 tabs sucker punched one of the friends with swim and proceeded to be somewhat wild and very aggressive. He was talking and able to respond the whole time and he was coaxed into going home with the two he came with. He said that he got scared and had an adrenaline rush on acid and that is why he punched the friend. So the next day, being dumb and arrogant, my friend and Swim took 5 tabs while the other friend took 3. The trip started fine as any and they went to a forested park to hang out in nature. Swim was tripping hard and having an awesome time, time went by fast though and swims memory of the whole time is kind of blurred probably due to all of the excess stimulation to his brain. Anyways we left the park and went to one of the friends places for the night and things began to get weird. Suddenly swim began to believe the world around him was a product of his own consciousness. He thought nothing around him was real. He began tripping out in his own head very hard. This was torture for swim. He was very upset and deeply scared but he didnt say anything to anybody because he was too deep into his head trip. Swim was also very tired at this point late in the night. The trip became excessively strange and hazy after swim took a very large dab. One of the biggest swim had every taken. Swim threw up. Swim took this dab thinking it was not real. He urinated on the ground in the house. Swim would go long times saying nothing and going through hell in his head. He thought that his whole life had been fake and that he was only now realizing it. He began having similar bad trip thoughts he had had on shrooms months earlier only this time it was worse. For hours swim laid down seeking an end to his own thoughts. Things were very dark in his head amd some of his thoughts were hard to explain. It was horrible because swim was very tired and dabbed out but the sheer amount of lsd in his system refused to let him sleep and instead had him laying in deep dark fucked up acid thought for hours. He thought the universe was empty and he was just experiencing a blip. He thought his friends were figments of bis imagination. He was scared they would dissappear. Suddenly around 7 am swim realized as he was talking to his friend that everything was real. The things his friend was saying began making sense again. Swim had no recollection of a good chunk of the trip specifically how he had gotten to the house. Swim thinks the reason he may have had a bad trip is because he had no idea how he had gotten to his friends house and must have started to think he couldnt be there in real life and it was his own head. Nothing had been explained to him or at least nothing he remembered as he was tripping the hardest he had in his entire life. Swim still does not remember driving to the house or anything. Anyways when swim realized this he was relieved to an extent. Both of his friends found sleep and swim began dabbing since he was not tired. Swim must not have realized how much lsd was still in his system because he began to think again that maybe the world around him was really fake after all and swim was getting used to the madness again. The dabs made swim scared again and brought back the lonely trippiness. Swim was very anxious and on edge and having weird thoughts the whole next day. Life's monotony and meaninglessness really sunk in for him. He had many realizations that ruined how he lived his life. Swims friend who had taken 5 also confessed to having weird thoughts amd having a bad trip. He said th acid fucked him up. 48 hours after dropping swim continues to be anxious. He sees no purpose in life and lays around all day trying hopelessly to find some sort of entertainment. Swim is still tired and depressed 3 days later. Swim could not provide all of the details or how horrible the trip really was since he cannot put it into words. The bad pwrt of the trip as well as the entire next day was the one of the worst things swim has gone through.it was that intense. Swim slept about 30 hours after droppng the acid. Now swim feels lost. Any help would be appreciated, advice or even trip interpretation.
