I would just like to get this story out there, you can ask for details If I miss out anything that you would like to know.. please note that this will be told in a story like fashion as I have bad amnesia from the event and can't remember exact details..
The night started out with a mate and I looking for something to do, I was 17 at the time (this was only a couple of months ago), it so happened that another friend of ours had a free house. We decided we would get some drugs for the night. Called up dealers etc etc and came across some very pure ketamine from a trusted source, the dealer told us that we were in the area of a dealer who did the best acid in London. We bought 2 tabs of this dealer (unsure on dosage of tab but they were very strong and definitely LSD, I have done nbomes etc and this was my first time on acid - very different effects, more fluid and less digital and nbome)
Upon arriving to my friends house, I immediately snorted a large 150mg line of ketamine, after about 25 mins or so I was nice and wonkey. My friend did not do as much ketamine but did do some, unsure on dosage. We then proceeded to take our LSD. Initial high was great, we were walking around my friends house laughing at how large our pupils where and generally having a nice trip.
Here is where I forget a lot of what happened, I only remember fragments so it is a little hard to describe what went down..
at around 2-3 we all ended up on my friends bed, laughing at stupid things and talking about spagetti as you do. Then suddenly from my point of view I teleport to the kitchen, all my friends are standing there not moving, I was stuck in a frozen world for what seemed hours and hours. I became incredibly agitated. After about 5 or 6 hours of walking around the house trying to "start" time again I gave up and fell asleep on the sofa. I wake up to my friends around me telling me stop screaming and that I was going to wake the neighbours. I get up and realise im screaming, but again I am stuck in a timeless loop... Waking up to my friends saying stop screaming, then going back to bed, then waking up, STOP SCREAMING, going back to bed.. this went on for an insanely long amount of time, I can't even describe how scared I was that this loop would never end, from my point of view I was doing this over and over for at least a day..
Next segment of memory I remember - I am in the kitchen, my friend is putting my head in the sink, I can smell sick and I can feel the tension in the room, something was seriously wrong.. my friends tell me now that I was having a seizure in my sleep and screaming and crying..
Then blank. Next thing my feet are very cold, I realise I am outside with no shoes on being walked slowly to the back of an ambulance, I hear the crew saying "Nathan, Nathan can you hear me? Nathan". I was completely convinced that I was seeing a vision of my future if I didn't stop taking drugs. The vision was that I was the victim of a car crash, thats what I thought had happened, I could clearly see a crashed car and I felt like I was 10 or 15 years in the future. I remember parts of the ambulance ride, but not much. Again I was told that I was having serious seizures in the ambulance and my heart was stopping and starting.
Next memory, I am in hospital, I am handcuffed to my hospital bed in agony, the pain is coming from my right arm, I had been injected with something but the nature of the trip made the pain incredibly intense. My parents are staring at me crying, I ask my mum is she is real, she replies "yes, yes I am" and breaks down into tears, I can see peoples emotions in colour, my mum was blue/purple - this meant to me at the time disappointment, sadness and extreme anxiety. My dad was blue/red - this meant to me anger and disappointment. I was given large doses of valium to calm me down, the visuals of the acid are coming down and I am starting regain an understanding of the real world. The doctor asks me "do you know where you are?" I said "yes, I'm at a hospital what is going on please tell me I have no fucking clue whats going on".
The doctor goes on to tell me that they had to knock me out, I had to be restrained because I was screaming, punching and shouting. They told me While trying to get me out of the ambulance I was hysterical, crying and screaming, they called the police to try and get me out as I was in such a dangerous state and I punched the officer in the face and broke my handcuffs. Eventually they managed to strap me down into a hospital bed and sedate me (I do not know what with).
The next memory I remember is being given lots of valium and being walked to my car so my parents could take me home, I was the given valium to keep me calm for the next two days.
This was the worst experience of my life, I have lost friends due to it and my parents will never look at me the same way, I just wish to share it with the community. I took every precaution - trip sitters, reliable sources etc but perhaps K-holing on a very strong lsd tab was just too much for me at the time.
I look back on the experience without regret however, as it has taught me to value my health, learn that I am not invincible and has stopped me taking stupid amounts of drugs at any one time (I still believe the substances I took where safe). I have no idea why this happened, neither do the doctors as they agree that what I took should not have affects my heart rate so drastically or caused me to have such awful seizures.
Anyway, my message is to any new user, research, research, research and know your limits! I wouldn't put my worst enemy through this experience. Thank you.
Any questions please ask.
The night started out with a mate and I looking for something to do, I was 17 at the time (this was only a couple of months ago), it so happened that another friend of ours had a free house. We decided we would get some drugs for the night. Called up dealers etc etc and came across some very pure ketamine from a trusted source, the dealer told us that we were in the area of a dealer who did the best acid in London. We bought 2 tabs of this dealer (unsure on dosage of tab but they were very strong and definitely LSD, I have done nbomes etc and this was my first time on acid - very different effects, more fluid and less digital and nbome)
Upon arriving to my friends house, I immediately snorted a large 150mg line of ketamine, after about 25 mins or so I was nice and wonkey. My friend did not do as much ketamine but did do some, unsure on dosage. We then proceeded to take our LSD. Initial high was great, we were walking around my friends house laughing at how large our pupils where and generally having a nice trip.
Here is where I forget a lot of what happened, I only remember fragments so it is a little hard to describe what went down..
at around 2-3 we all ended up on my friends bed, laughing at stupid things and talking about spagetti as you do. Then suddenly from my point of view I teleport to the kitchen, all my friends are standing there not moving, I was stuck in a frozen world for what seemed hours and hours. I became incredibly agitated. After about 5 or 6 hours of walking around the house trying to "start" time again I gave up and fell asleep on the sofa. I wake up to my friends around me telling me stop screaming and that I was going to wake the neighbours. I get up and realise im screaming, but again I am stuck in a timeless loop... Waking up to my friends saying stop screaming, then going back to bed, then waking up, STOP SCREAMING, going back to bed.. this went on for an insanely long amount of time, I can't even describe how scared I was that this loop would never end, from my point of view I was doing this over and over for at least a day..
Next segment of memory I remember - I am in the kitchen, my friend is putting my head in the sink, I can smell sick and I can feel the tension in the room, something was seriously wrong.. my friends tell me now that I was having a seizure in my sleep and screaming and crying..
Then blank. Next thing my feet are very cold, I realise I am outside with no shoes on being walked slowly to the back of an ambulance, I hear the crew saying "Nathan, Nathan can you hear me? Nathan". I was completely convinced that I was seeing a vision of my future if I didn't stop taking drugs. The vision was that I was the victim of a car crash, thats what I thought had happened, I could clearly see a crashed car and I felt like I was 10 or 15 years in the future. I remember parts of the ambulance ride, but not much. Again I was told that I was having serious seizures in the ambulance and my heart was stopping and starting.
Next memory, I am in hospital, I am handcuffed to my hospital bed in agony, the pain is coming from my right arm, I had been injected with something but the nature of the trip made the pain incredibly intense. My parents are staring at me crying, I ask my mum is she is real, she replies "yes, yes I am" and breaks down into tears, I can see peoples emotions in colour, my mum was blue/purple - this meant to me at the time disappointment, sadness and extreme anxiety. My dad was blue/red - this meant to me anger and disappointment. I was given large doses of valium to calm me down, the visuals of the acid are coming down and I am starting regain an understanding of the real world. The doctor asks me "do you know where you are?" I said "yes, I'm at a hospital what is going on please tell me I have no fucking clue whats going on".
The doctor goes on to tell me that they had to knock me out, I had to be restrained because I was screaming, punching and shouting. They told me While trying to get me out of the ambulance I was hysterical, crying and screaming, they called the police to try and get me out as I was in such a dangerous state and I punched the officer in the face and broke my handcuffs. Eventually they managed to strap me down into a hospital bed and sedate me (I do not know what with).
The next memory I remember is being given lots of valium and being walked to my car so my parents could take me home, I was the given valium to keep me calm for the next two days.
This was the worst experience of my life, I have lost friends due to it and my parents will never look at me the same way, I just wish to share it with the community. I took every precaution - trip sitters, reliable sources etc but perhaps K-holing on a very strong lsd tab was just too much for me at the time.
I look back on the experience without regret however, as it has taught me to value my health, learn that I am not invincible and has stopped me taking stupid amounts of drugs at any one time (I still believe the substances I took where safe). I have no idea why this happened, neither do the doctors as they agree that what I took should not have affects my heart rate so drastically or caused me to have such awful seizures.
Anyway, my message is to any new user, research, research, research and know your limits! I wouldn't put my worst enemy through this experience. Thank you.
Any questions please ask.
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