heres a couple different things ive written recently
my world is cloaked with a thick sheet of lead
ever shadowing my every move depicts dread
but never shall i let the solemness get to my head
it moves on and i will follow it till im dead
this humbleness, serenity, vasking in my obscenities
your words are your weakness, your feelings are cheap bitch
you lie about your moves, get into the groove
forget about yourself, theres other people in this world too
shallowness draped with a fear of callouness
god forbid someone says what you dont wanna hear
a clue to myself hidden in my own fears
but what do we harbor in our hearts made of stone
is that in the end no matter what, we cant be alone.
sometimes, I feel like a pawn in this life, someone born to run errands for a tyrant and strife
about all my bad qualities, never gaining equality.
everyday I ignore the sounds of death calling me.
im jaded, because her love for me has faded and of course my fate is what i made it. I cant fake it
im down in the dumps my minds stuck in a rut i need to get out of this slump.
I cant satisfy myself will I ever be glad? I've already let go of all the love that i had, but i cant get mad at either me or my dad because in truth i ruined everything just to make myself sad.
why do I go through this self-fullfilling prophecy I gain the love and the trust, fuck it up with lust and now its lost to me.
never to be, returned my whole sould is burned
hoping that one day her minds choice would be turned thats all for i yearn, im a great person maybe someday youll learn.
my world is cloaked with a thick sheet of lead
ever shadowing my every move depicts dread
but never shall i let the solemness get to my head
it moves on and i will follow it till im dead
this humbleness, serenity, vasking in my obscenities
your words are your weakness, your feelings are cheap bitch
you lie about your moves, get into the groove
forget about yourself, theres other people in this world too
shallowness draped with a fear of callouness
god forbid someone says what you dont wanna hear
a clue to myself hidden in my own fears
but what do we harbor in our hearts made of stone
is that in the end no matter what, we cant be alone.
sometimes, I feel like a pawn in this life, someone born to run errands for a tyrant and strife
about all my bad qualities, never gaining equality.
everyday I ignore the sounds of death calling me.
im jaded, because her love for me has faded and of course my fate is what i made it. I cant fake it
im down in the dumps my minds stuck in a rut i need to get out of this slump.
I cant satisfy myself will I ever be glad? I've already let go of all the love that i had, but i cant get mad at either me or my dad because in truth i ruined everything just to make myself sad.
why do I go through this self-fullfilling prophecy I gain the love and the trust, fuck it up with lust and now its lost to me.
never to be, returned my whole sould is burned
hoping that one day her minds choice would be turned thats all for i yearn, im a great person maybe someday youll learn.
very good