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Benzos valium + alcohol blackout

butcher22

butcher22

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yesterday i took a shitload of valium, i am not even sure how much drank a half gallon of wine, couple shots of whiskey, and several beers, then took a melatonin ontop of that and i was completely out of my fucking mind. i only remember a few things and im glad because i know i was embarrassing. i said some fucked up shit to my girlfriend and this type of thing is what lead to the end of my last relationship. the thing is, i wasnt even trying to get fucked up like that. i take valium for anxiety and i drink because im an alcoholic but i have been trying to cut way back on my drinking but once i take any type of benzo i just dont give a fuck and sometimes dont even realize how much i am taking because of the amnesia. if i keep drinking on these fucking things i am going to screw up everything with my girlfriend who i love a lot. i know what i need to do, i am just not doing it, so i guess i am just venting and not asking for any advice. would be interested to hear from anyone with similiar stories though.
 
been there done that got the T-shirt trick is to stay in the house and crash out. I always ask the wife if there was any of my mates were over as I am sure there always was. But no just the two of us
 
tunesey said:
been there done that got the T-shirt trick is to stay in the house and crash out. I always ask the wife if there was any of my mates were over as I am sure there always was. But no just the two of us
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yeah, its nothing new for me either. once i popped some xanax at a bar and did a fuckload of shots and ended up knocking a dude off his bar stool and taking his money and smokes then crashed my van. another time i stabbed my brother and woke up in jail without a clue what the hell happened or why i was there
 
mixing benzos with alcohol is so fucking stupid yet i keep doing it. 99 times out of 100 nothing bad happens but when it goes wrong it goes really wrong. eventually i will kill someone or myself
 
thats exactly what a psych ward doctor told me. "if you continue to drink on your medication you are going to kill somebody"
 
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