So, in a couple of weeks I'm going to be starting maintenance therapy. It's either going to be buprenorphine or methadone. I was also offered "buvidal" which I had never heard of before but is slow release buprenorphine as a weekly or monthly injection — this kind of scares me though, and I've never known anyone on it, so I think I won't go for that . I need to speak to the doctor and should be getting started on something that day. By the sounds of it I can choose which one I want to go for though the doctor may recommend something specific as I have existing liver damage, though they took my blood and my liver function is still normal, so all options should be available to me.
Anyway, I never expected to end up on maintenance, but at this point I think it's the right move for me for several reasons. The thing is though, in addition to my heroin habit I rather like GBL and pregablin. I don't do either with regularity, I did pick up a tiny dependence on GBL cause i was using it every day to try to get off the gear, but that failed. I tapered down over a few days since it was just a tiny dependency and now use once a week or so and experience no withdrawal or anything. I get scared combining downers, so currently when I do them, I smoke just enough heroin to push back withdrawal for a bit but not get me high (not that I can really get a proper high from smoking at this point anyway) and then three or so hours later I use, starting with a very small dose — 300 pregab/as low as .25ml G, then work my way up.
With meth or bupe though it's in my system for ages right? Would it be possible to still use these substances? Like let's say I go on methadone which is what I'm leaning towards, if I had the meth first thing when the pharmacy opens (luckily I live round the corner from one and can collect from there) I understand meth in the beginning can have a bit of a high. If I then used late at night, more than 12 hours after the meth or bupe, and was careful about my dose, would this be overly dangerous? Would bupe be a safer option to go with if I want to continue using these two things occasionally, particularly the pregab since I know it's only a partial agonist?
Should I wait until I get take home and take a lower dose that day since the pregab/GBL helps me ignore mild w/d? Does anyone else do this and have any input on how to go about this the safest way?
Thanks for any help with this.
Anyway, I never expected to end up on maintenance, but at this point I think it's the right move for me for several reasons. The thing is though, in addition to my heroin habit I rather like GBL and pregablin. I don't do either with regularity, I did pick up a tiny dependence on GBL cause i was using it every day to try to get off the gear, but that failed. I tapered down over a few days since it was just a tiny dependency and now use once a week or so and experience no withdrawal or anything. I get scared combining downers, so currently when I do them, I smoke just enough heroin to push back withdrawal for a bit but not get me high (not that I can really get a proper high from smoking at this point anyway) and then three or so hours later I use, starting with a very small dose — 300 pregab/as low as .25ml G, then work my way up.
With meth or bupe though it's in my system for ages right? Would it be possible to still use these substances? Like let's say I go on methadone which is what I'm leaning towards, if I had the meth first thing when the pharmacy opens (luckily I live round the corner from one and can collect from there) I understand meth in the beginning can have a bit of a high. If I then used late at night, more than 12 hours after the meth or bupe, and was careful about my dose, would this be overly dangerous? Would bupe be a safer option to go with if I want to continue using these two things occasionally, particularly the pregab since I know it's only a partial agonist?
Should I wait until I get take home and take a lower dose that day since the pregab/GBL helps me ignore mild w/d? Does anyone else do this and have any input on how to go about this the safest way?
Thanks for any help with this.