bluecollartweeker
Bluelighter
Used to only smoke meth before my addiction and tolerance led me from 20mg a weekend to some months later habitually slamming 100-300mg (not at once) per day just to feel some relief from my depression and ADD, after I slammed the last point of my bag-n'-bottle scraped flake, my dealer died, and so I tried a-PCyP as my fix, over a wee bit under a month I smoked 5g like a crackhead who won a scratch off and realized quickly how compulsive cathinone's can be even when every hit just made me more paranoid and neurotic , still that cat made a just nearly passable enough replacement o keep me from asking around the alley bums for hits of scrape. When I only smoked it I figured it too Moorish and anxiogenic, frustratingly hypersexual yet made climax nearly impossible, couldn't ever cum on that drug but by god did I give it a college try till my veins were dry. My girlfriend did not enjoy that aspect and it was embarrassing as hell.
But then when I used the a-PCyP intravenously with my girl it felt like the first time I ever got tweaked and the first time I ever got to fuck her beautiful soul. it became my DOCs ROA-OC
we fucked for hours and I had the focus of a neurotypical non-tard unlike my usual inept, distracted, scattered, dysregulated behavior.
IV was the only ROA that seemed to have the majority of useful and manageable effects with the least paranoia, hypertension, discomposing frenetic bath salt face eating behavior, or suicide yearningly low crash. Just fatigue, stimdick (even on 50mg viagra and 20mg cialis) and I was pointlessly and regrettably argumentative the morning after (not as much so as phenidate aggression, more just causeless frustration but thankfully not the kind of argument a good kiss and chocolate couldn't fix.) although my threshold dose IV is 50mg, and I use 100+ often, I have badly high tolerance to NDRIs and genetic dopaminergic neurological disorders (I have TRD and ADD but Parkinson-like muscle movement disorders (PNS dopaminergic) and narcolepsy (CNS) run in both sides of my fetid genepool), so dont dose like I do if your going to lab-rat yourself with Chinese power crystals.
IV (painless if done legit, but a missed shot will fuck you up like halogenated phenmetrazines. 3c,4f,4m all collapsed my veins back in the days of youthful ignorance and speed adoration. same risk I think as bupropion, lucky for my limbs I'm a pretty good shot and only slammed bup once when I had crystalline pure triple re-x and filtered bup I used o snuff up. it was way less potent than vaped but way more enjoyable and vaping needs highly delicate method as to neither burn the bottom of a pile or inhale powder, (rocks always burn and melt at the same time which is nasty and the mix of vapor and smoke is pungent, nothing like meth or freebase phenyl morpholines with their crackback and smooth clear clouds.. IV use had nearly no compulsive redosing, but I did use 5 100mg doses over all (i have an absurdly problematic IV meth tolerance so dont dose like me a tweaker speedfreak with ounces of crank to slam and ADD so had 150mg mainlined gets me feelin sober)
shot up once this morning with no overwhelming urge to redose, and i have yet to spontaneously combust, necrotize, cannabalize, or fuck a dozen of HIV positive linebackers. 7/10 stim
But then when I used the a-PCyP intravenously with my girl it felt like the first time I ever got tweaked and the first time I ever got to fuck her beautiful soul. it became my DOCs ROA-OC
we fucked for hours and I had the focus of a neurotypical non-tard unlike my usual inept, distracted, scattered, dysregulated behavior.
IV was the only ROA that seemed to have the majority of useful and manageable effects with the least paranoia, hypertension, discomposing frenetic bath salt face eating behavior, or suicide yearningly low crash. Just fatigue, stimdick (even on 50mg viagra and 20mg cialis) and I was pointlessly and regrettably argumentative the morning after (not as much so as phenidate aggression, more just causeless frustration but thankfully not the kind of argument a good kiss and chocolate couldn't fix.) although my threshold dose IV is 50mg, and I use 100+ often, I have badly high tolerance to NDRIs and genetic dopaminergic neurological disorders (I have TRD and ADD but Parkinson-like muscle movement disorders (PNS dopaminergic) and narcolepsy (CNS) run in both sides of my fetid genepool), so dont dose like I do if your going to lab-rat yourself with Chinese power crystals.
IV (painless if done legit, but a missed shot will fuck you up like halogenated phenmetrazines. 3c,4f,4m all collapsed my veins back in the days of youthful ignorance and speed adoration. same risk I think as bupropion, lucky for my limbs I'm a pretty good shot and only slammed bup once when I had crystalline pure triple re-x and filtered bup I used o snuff up. it was way less potent than vaped but way more enjoyable and vaping needs highly delicate method as to neither burn the bottom of a pile or inhale powder, (rocks always burn and melt at the same time which is nasty and the mix of vapor and smoke is pungent, nothing like meth or freebase phenyl morpholines with their crackback and smooth clear clouds.. IV use had nearly no compulsive redosing, but I did use 5 100mg doses over all (i have an absurdly problematic IV meth tolerance so dont dose like me a tweaker speedfreak with ounces of crank to slam and ADD so had 150mg mainlined gets me feelin sober)
shot up once this morning with no overwhelming urge to redose, and i have yet to spontaneously combust, necrotize, cannabalize, or fuck a dozen of HIV positive linebackers. 7/10 stim