BrutalRollar
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Okay, so some of you might be aware of the thread I made saturday. Yeah I know I'm a total retard. But I should make a trip report about it anyways.
Well it all first started friday night/saturday morning, I was spent all night trying to find a source. I was extremly annoyed by the lack of sources that night. But the next day while walking to my buddys house, I found a random source. Well after visiting my bro, I went home all happy because I knew I was gonna roll that night.
I grabbed one of my pills and chewed it up, it had no awful taste like mdma, it did taste gross but it wasn't like an mdma taste. It also had a sugary after taste. I quicky thought WTF is this shit. I grabbed another chewed it up, same taste. I honestly thought it was candy, so I chewed them all hoping I'd find one with the awful mdma taste. I got really mad because I spent the last of my money on this shit. Well thinking that my night was completly ruined, I grabbed a beer and decided I was gonna get shit faced.
Bad idea, after I was about half way through my second beer. My tummy started to hurt, I got a really bad headache,my eyes looked fucked up(small pupils) but it could have been the light in the room. I thought nothing of it for about 2 mins, then it got worse, and worse,and fucking worse. I was like "fuck theyre were actual drugs in those pills!". I was freaking the fuck out, no one was home with me. I thought I can throw up the drugs, even through its been like over an hour since I dropped all nine. Really bad idea, after i made myself puke, I couldn't stop. I was puking sitting their on the floor next to my tolit for about 20 mins. Dry heaving and puking. I stopped puking, I felt extremly disguesting. I couldn't stand up or anything. After about 10 mins of slowly crawling to my bed room(about 6 feet from the bathroom) I layed on the floor of my room just crying thinking I was gonna die. It was getting worse and worse every minute.
I don't know what really happened from there,I think I passed out,my mom found me on the floor soaked in puke about 14 hours after I first started feeling sick. She thought I was drunk, that's what she said. But anyways her and my brother put me on my bed. And I remained there untill I woke up, about 3 hours from now. So I was passed out for over 40 hours. I'm still feel sick, but not as bad I as I did.
I feel extremly retarded for what I did, really stupid. I just thought I got ripped off with actual candys so I ate them all. I think the thread I made when I was starting to get sick got deleted. So is their any way to help something like what happened to me? I did want to call 911 but my cell phone was in the living room and I use my cell to get on bluelight so I couldn't see the replys from the thread I made.
I'm never touching a ecstasy pill ever again, I don't care if their clean pills or not. Not for along time atleast. I'm gonna stick with acid and weed for now. Even through mdma is my favourite drug, I'm not doing it for awhile.
Well it all first started friday night/saturday morning, I was spent all night trying to find a source. I was extremly annoyed by the lack of sources that night. But the next day while walking to my buddys house, I found a random source. Well after visiting my bro, I went home all happy because I knew I was gonna roll that night.
I grabbed one of my pills and chewed it up, it had no awful taste like mdma, it did taste gross but it wasn't like an mdma taste. It also had a sugary after taste. I quicky thought WTF is this shit. I grabbed another chewed it up, same taste. I honestly thought it was candy, so I chewed them all hoping I'd find one with the awful mdma taste. I got really mad because I spent the last of my money on this shit. Well thinking that my night was completly ruined, I grabbed a beer and decided I was gonna get shit faced.
Bad idea, after I was about half way through my second beer. My tummy started to hurt, I got a really bad headache,my eyes looked fucked up(small pupils) but it could have been the light in the room. I thought nothing of it for about 2 mins, then it got worse, and worse,and fucking worse. I was like "fuck theyre were actual drugs in those pills!". I was freaking the fuck out, no one was home with me. I thought I can throw up the drugs, even through its been like over an hour since I dropped all nine. Really bad idea, after i made myself puke, I couldn't stop. I was puking sitting their on the floor next to my tolit for about 20 mins. Dry heaving and puking. I stopped puking, I felt extremly disguesting. I couldn't stand up or anything. After about 10 mins of slowly crawling to my bed room(about 6 feet from the bathroom) I layed on the floor of my room just crying thinking I was gonna die. It was getting worse and worse every minute.
I don't know what really happened from there,I think I passed out,my mom found me on the floor soaked in puke about 14 hours after I first started feeling sick. She thought I was drunk, that's what she said. But anyways her and my brother put me on my bed. And I remained there untill I woke up, about 3 hours from now. So I was passed out for over 40 hours. I'm still feel sick, but not as bad I as I did.
I feel extremly retarded for what I did, really stupid. I just thought I got ripped off with actual candys so I ate them all. I think the thread I made when I was starting to get sick got deleted. So is their any way to help something like what happened to me? I did want to call 911 but my cell phone was in the living room and I use my cell to get on bluelight so I couldn't see the replys from the thread I made.
I'm never touching a ecstasy pill ever again, I don't care if their clean pills or not. Not for along time atleast. I'm gonna stick with acid and weed for now. Even through mdma is my favourite drug, I'm not doing it for awhile.
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