I dunno.
BUT, as an aside to the whole thing, I was with my mom this weekend for the first time in a month, and she told me about a dream she had about me. In the dream I was taking pills and freaking out completely and she was trying to help me but I wasn't able to hear or see her.
After she told me about that dream, I told her all about the crazzzzzy experience I had that night.
Her dream was the Tues following the consumption of the red devil pill. The very next day when I was still really feeling crazy and the world was still liquid.
AWESOME that my mom, who I love and is my best friend was linked into my so much that she KNEW what had happened before I even told her.
She wasn't mad, she is cool like that.