Chaos23
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I am a very experienced psychedelic cosmonaut. I am 31 years old, and I have been known to get completely shattered from time to time. Especially during the 90s when there was a huge amount quality LSD floating around...
Well, 2 nights ago it was my friend's birthday and we were all at the bar drinking and having fun. I decided I would purchase some MDMA for us so that we could celebrate his birthday in a major way.
I called my hippie chick friend, and she called her friend. I bought 2 pills. They were capsules that were red and white. She called them red dragons. At this point I call them red devils.
Both P. (my friend) and myself know the taste of MDMA, and this was NOT it. I called the girl who got them for me and she said if they didn't kick in within an hour we would get our money back.
+1 hour: My eyes started rolling around in my head and my visual field started to become quite disturbed. In a wonderful and quite beautiful way. I am still at the bar at this point.
During the next 3 hours this substance started getting more and more powerful. P and myself decided the bar was not the best place to be, so his relatively sober girlfriend drove us to their house to ride it out.
+5 hours: I turn to P and ask, "are you insane?" His reply was: "I'm right there with ya brother"
Next thing I know I am in a FULL BLOWN psychedelic experience. We were confused as to WHY on earth someone would sell us this substance claiming it to be MDMA. I am not exaggerating when I say this shit was one of the top 5 most fucked up experiences in my life. We felt as if we had taken 10 hits of POWERFUL acid. We both freaked out.
At one point I was convinced the world had ended and that my soul was being ripped apart. I was no longer in the room. I was in the ether. I was in a world of geometric patterns and total insanity. My body was gone, and the walls of reality had completely shattered around me. There were tears. There was fear.
I didn't sign up for that shit. Those pills need to come with a disclaimer. "WARNING, this pill will get you more spun than an ounce of mushrooms" or some shit like that. Man.... I can't even really describe the fear or the worry we had. We are both quite experienced luckily. If some 16 year old raver kid ate that shit they would REALLY freak out.
The only time I can remember being higher than that was when I took 17 hits of LSD back in 1999.
This particular substance came in waves. We would freak out and be in another world, then all the sudden we realized we were human beings again, and would be excited that it was 'over'. Then about 5 minutes later the NEXT wave of insanity would crash through our souls once again and take us out of ourselves and into oblivion.
This shit was no joke people. DANGEROUS. It took me a solid 16 hours before my life started to get back in line. When I knew it was subsiding I was still tripping face hard as possible, but I was ME again.
The moon was behind a tree and we were staring at it. It became a HUGE spiderweb, covered with rainbows and fractals. Everything was spiraling. It all kept moving and twisting. BUT, despite the massive visuals, we knew we were going to be ok. The TOTAL INSANITY had subsided.
I am going to FIND the person selling this shit as MDMA. I can't even IMAGINE what would happen if someone took 2 of those. GOD FORBID they took 3.
I am VERY experienced with the psychedelics. I have done LSD hundreds of times in my life, many of those at HIGH doses. I have done mescaline, DMT, 2CT7 2CB, etc etc etc... The reason I say this is because this shit was FUCKING BANANAS. Definitely one to put in the books. BLEW OUR MINDS.
In retrospect I am OK with it because I didn't have anything too important to do, but it is EVIL EVIL EVIL to sell that shit and claim it is MDMA. Regardless of what it was, those pills were made to DESTROY CONSCIOUSNESS. I still don't feel 100% right. Today as I write this is 2 days later, and I really still feel the effects. My visual field is kinda fucked up, and things are still just slightly liquid.
I just wish they had TOLD me to expect such a powerful psychedelic experience. I guess the joke was on me. HA HA HA. not funny asshole.
Well, 2 nights ago it was my friend's birthday and we were all at the bar drinking and having fun. I decided I would purchase some MDMA for us so that we could celebrate his birthday in a major way.
I called my hippie chick friend, and she called her friend. I bought 2 pills. They were capsules that were red and white. She called them red dragons. At this point I call them red devils.
Both P. (my friend) and myself know the taste of MDMA, and this was NOT it. I called the girl who got them for me and she said if they didn't kick in within an hour we would get our money back.
+1 hour: My eyes started rolling around in my head and my visual field started to become quite disturbed. In a wonderful and quite beautiful way. I am still at the bar at this point.
During the next 3 hours this substance started getting more and more powerful. P and myself decided the bar was not the best place to be, so his relatively sober girlfriend drove us to their house to ride it out.
+5 hours: I turn to P and ask, "are you insane?" His reply was: "I'm right there with ya brother"
Next thing I know I am in a FULL BLOWN psychedelic experience. We were confused as to WHY on earth someone would sell us this substance claiming it to be MDMA. I am not exaggerating when I say this shit was one of the top 5 most fucked up experiences in my life. We felt as if we had taken 10 hits of POWERFUL acid. We both freaked out.
At one point I was convinced the world had ended and that my soul was being ripped apart. I was no longer in the room. I was in the ether. I was in a world of geometric patterns and total insanity. My body was gone, and the walls of reality had completely shattered around me. There were tears. There was fear.
I didn't sign up for that shit. Those pills need to come with a disclaimer. "WARNING, this pill will get you more spun than an ounce of mushrooms" or some shit like that. Man.... I can't even really describe the fear or the worry we had. We are both quite experienced luckily. If some 16 year old raver kid ate that shit they would REALLY freak out.
The only time I can remember being higher than that was when I took 17 hits of LSD back in 1999.
This particular substance came in waves. We would freak out and be in another world, then all the sudden we realized we were human beings again, and would be excited that it was 'over'. Then about 5 minutes later the NEXT wave of insanity would crash through our souls once again and take us out of ourselves and into oblivion.
This shit was no joke people. DANGEROUS. It took me a solid 16 hours before my life started to get back in line. When I knew it was subsiding I was still tripping face hard as possible, but I was ME again.
The moon was behind a tree and we were staring at it. It became a HUGE spiderweb, covered with rainbows and fractals. Everything was spiraling. It all kept moving and twisting. BUT, despite the massive visuals, we knew we were going to be ok. The TOTAL INSANITY had subsided.
I am going to FIND the person selling this shit as MDMA. I can't even IMAGINE what would happen if someone took 2 of those. GOD FORBID they took 3.
I am VERY experienced with the psychedelics. I have done LSD hundreds of times in my life, many of those at HIGH doses. I have done mescaline, DMT, 2CT7 2CB, etc etc etc... The reason I say this is because this shit was FUCKING BANANAS. Definitely one to put in the books. BLEW OUR MINDS.
In retrospect I am OK with it because I didn't have anything too important to do, but it is EVIL EVIL EVIL to sell that shit and claim it is MDMA. Regardless of what it was, those pills were made to DESTROY CONSCIOUSNESS. I still don't feel 100% right. Today as I write this is 2 days later, and I really still feel the effects. My visual field is kinda fucked up, and things are still just slightly liquid.
I just wish they had TOLD me to expect such a powerful psychedelic experience. I guess the joke was on me. HA HA HA. not funny asshole.
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