Undiagnosed disease - getting desperate

[Pegasus]

I got a lot of flak for my marijuana recommendation earlier in the thread but everyone who replied seems to be looking at only high dose marijuana. Like all drugs, effects are dose-dependent. A small oral dose is not at all guaranteed to cause the anxiety described. Since you already know cannabis won't make your situation worse, I think it may be worth a try, especially since no pharmaceutical medicine is helping you, nor is exercise by itself.