mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
I cannot find the New RCs thread, even in the 'where is the xxx thread Wiki' so I'm having to start a new thread on this one; U-47700
There doesn't seem to be many opi-RC users or fans on EADD. Especially amongst those that have a sizeable h tolerance, which probably does indeed render most of them useless (apart from the dangerously potent Fent analogues, in whose mere shadow I still fear to tread.)
So in short, the usual questions;
dose,
ROA,
time taken for onset of effects,
subjective rating of effects,
duration of effects,
good VFM?
In short, is it worth bothering making an order?
I'm well past the stage now of wanting to try things so that at the very least i can bank the experience, and add to the 'tried that' list.
I'll probably be very lucky to get (m)any replies from the EADD crowd. But what with Kratom falling under the NPS ban, and me being unwilling / unable to afford switching up to permanent daily DHC or O-dt habits, from where things could only get worse, as my tolerance to those things would quickly rise, and i could forsee a rapid rise through the Opi strength ranks, now is a better time than it ever has been before to quit, for a number of other reasons too. Relapsing wont be anywhere as easy and far more expensive both in the short, medium, and long term is just one of them.
But before i do quit I wish to go on one final (but careful) Opi spree and discovery mission. Better to do anything i might possibly ever want to now, rather than have a strong pull to do so in a couple of months, possibly kick starting another relapse. This is finally looking like it really is the end of the Opi line for me.
In the long term this can only be a good thing, but in the short term, how the fuck am i gonna fill the void that even minor-opis and 'not even true' opis fill? I've been though this experience several times now, so even though relapsing through poor impulse control will be both much more expensive and difficult it's still all too possible. I know the importance of creating time-filling plans. Even if it's only obtaining good DVDs to watch, or putting in a few hours at the pool hall, or faffing about with editing any MP4 files that would benefit from editing, anything to take the mind off the void is essential.
Sorry, my waffling has now technically created 2 separate posts or threads. FAO Mods: If you do find the new RCs thread please add this post to it?
I'm wary about posting too much on the Opi recovery and support thread, as my hogging of that thread a couple of years ago intensely annoyed a number of members, something which I don't want to repeat, especially if the post isn't even in any way a new idea or concern, and could be found (along with any replies by UTFSE) but I'll give it some time, and add any relevant bits to that thread later on if i decide that it is worth including. If anything I want to be saving up any 'support thread' queries to the benzo quitting support thread, hoping not to have already caused people to become fucking sick of my perceived whinging.
I'm assuming there is a benzo quitting support thread? I don't recall ever seeing one, but my memory is pretty bad, I may have already made an number of posts in just such a thread but cannot currently recall doing so. If there isn't one already I will be creating one when i have something to add, or ask. I am following all the Dr Ashton type advise so hopefully most of any problems will be kept as minimal as possible.
There doesn't seem to be many opi-RC users or fans on EADD. Especially amongst those that have a sizeable h tolerance, which probably does indeed render most of them useless (apart from the dangerously potent Fent analogues, in whose mere shadow I still fear to tread.)
So in short, the usual questions;
dose,
ROA,
time taken for onset of effects,
subjective rating of effects,
duration of effects,
good VFM?
In short, is it worth bothering making an order?
I'm well past the stage now of wanting to try things so that at the very least i can bank the experience, and add to the 'tried that' list.
I'll probably be very lucky to get (m)any replies from the EADD crowd. But what with Kratom falling under the NPS ban, and me being unwilling / unable to afford switching up to permanent daily DHC or O-dt habits, from where things could only get worse, as my tolerance to those things would quickly rise, and i could forsee a rapid rise through the Opi strength ranks, now is a better time than it ever has been before to quit, for a number of other reasons too. Relapsing wont be anywhere as easy and far more expensive both in the short, medium, and long term is just one of them.
But before i do quit I wish to go on one final (but careful) Opi spree and discovery mission. Better to do anything i might possibly ever want to now, rather than have a strong pull to do so in a couple of months, possibly kick starting another relapse. This is finally looking like it really is the end of the Opi line for me.
In the long term this can only be a good thing, but in the short term, how the fuck am i gonna fill the void that even minor-opis and 'not even true' opis fill? I've been though this experience several times now, so even though relapsing through poor impulse control will be both much more expensive and difficult it's still all too possible. I know the importance of creating time-filling plans. Even if it's only obtaining good DVDs to watch, or putting in a few hours at the pool hall, or faffing about with editing any MP4 files that would benefit from editing, anything to take the mind off the void is essential.
Sorry, my waffling has now technically created 2 separate posts or threads. FAO Mods: If you do find the new RCs thread please add this post to it?
I'm wary about posting too much on the Opi recovery and support thread, as my hogging of that thread a couple of years ago intensely annoyed a number of members, something which I don't want to repeat, especially if the post isn't even in any way a new idea or concern, and could be found (along with any replies by UTFSE) but I'll give it some time, and add any relevant bits to that thread later on if i decide that it is worth including. If anything I want to be saving up any 'support thread' queries to the benzo quitting support thread, hoping not to have already caused people to become fucking sick of my perceived whinging.
I'm assuming there is a benzo quitting support thread? I don't recall ever seeing one, but my memory is pretty bad, I may have already made an number of posts in just such a thread but cannot currently recall doing so. If there isn't one already I will be creating one when i have something to add, or ask. I am following all the Dr Ashton type advise so hopefully most of any problems will be kept as minimal as possible.
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