manicmiracles
Greenlighter
I'll never forget discovering this place many moons ago. It must be 20 years at this point. Being a spracked out 14 year old on DOM/DOC and being terrified I'd never come down made me a few friends and gave me some life saving advice on how to not kill the trip.
Those full 20 years have been a rollercoaster of addiction, mild functioning, finding a career, at times losing my mind and lots of pain. I've even lost friends from here on top of the IRL pain.
I recently found out I'm going to be a dad and I'm going to cut out even the minor shit I've slipped back into yet still offer what humble advice and kinship I can here. Thanks BL for not making me feel like a weirdo. I likely wouldn't be here if it wasn't for a lot of you. And it has sure been fun getting some stories for my child when they are old enough.
Life is scary and living on the fringes right now but me and my girl will make it through it if it kills me. Love you all.
Those full 20 years have been a rollercoaster of addiction, mild functioning, finding a career, at times losing my mind and lots of pain. I've even lost friends from here on top of the IRL pain.
I recently found out I'm going to be a dad and I'm going to cut out even the minor shit I've slipped back into yet still offer what humble advice and kinship I can here. Thanks BL for not making me feel like a weirdo. I likely wouldn't be here if it wasn't for a lot of you. And it has sure been fun getting some stories for my child when they are old enough.
Life is scary and living on the fringes right now but me and my girl will make it through it if it kills me. Love you all.
