trying to cum and shoot up at the same time... while self-asphyxiating

she threatened to do it for three days straight, what am i to do?
she was admitted to the er, and she talked he way out of it...

*this happened at an undetermined period in space-time*
i scored a bag, i put on some porn... i mixed it up, got to that special place, where the mess is made but hasn't been made yet, held my breath, registered, plunger down, shot a reasonable mess of genetic material,

damn...

that didn't feel nearly as good as i thought it would... i'd need an iv, and a helper, but this is just too far...

hedonism is one thing, and heroin certainly is that... but this is just asking for it..




so im sorry my blog has been "HOLY SHIT FUCK MY GIRLFRIEND I LOVE HEROIN AND XANAX" but... i dunno what else to say


i need a real job

im doing great as far as using go's...


suboxone saved me


too tired, will report back in the morning, just wanted to make sure everyone knew just how much i enjoy a good orgasm...

 

Good orgasms are good, but be careful with auto-asphyxiation. Especially if mixing with heroin; that's a recipe for disaster.

 

well aware, thanks though... i think i'll keep my orgasms suffocations and heroins all seperate, especially the heroins, cuz i dont needs em no mores...ssss