unknownmyst
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- Jul 7, 2012
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Hey, I have always wanted to try acid.. as i've always been interested in psychedelics. Here's my short history:
Weed - Every day.
X - Once, dont need to wreck my brain with that anymore.
Salvia was my first psychedelic, I laughed so hard, felt my eyes shake and was like oh shit.... there I stayed on the bed seeing triangles, i'd assume laying like you went there from a sitting position, with my head bent over my arm I couldn't move. It was all dark blue triangles (bed pattern was blue stripes). Then I basically turned into the bed, it was fricken awesome BUT I was freaking the fuck out, because I thought that was it, i'm the bed, and i'm stuck like this forever, I am just an object for people to sit on... I missed everyone I had ever met in my life, and had flashbacks to a part of me that was a kid... the house I once lived in with, but I was the fucking couch there too... my whole world was my bed turning into a box, me built into the threads, and it was impossible to get out, everytime I fought it felt like I was going to rip the threads but I wanted to get the fuck out lol no matter how cool it would have been if I had been relaxed. And while all of this was going on, PINS AND NEEDLES PAIN, that pain on a bed is probably what made me feel like I was trapped in the bed.. box.. world.
The second time I took Salvia, I didn't go far, but was sitting on my bed, with a knee up. That triangle knee... I tried to get up, and I got caught in what I now know as a loop, I kept trying to get up, my vision was layered like my short range vision was layered out in the distance. Each time I couldn't get up I would try harder and harder and then collapse onto the bed.
The first time, I said things like Don't take that shit!! to my girlfriend who doesn't even do drugs. lol. The second time was loop hell, frightning but interesting. Both of my Salvia experiences were frighting as fucking hell, and I don't think I plan to do it ever again due to how intense it is. I was really ego dead, scared shitless after the trip until I gained a sense of reality, that I had taken salvia, and it was worn off.
So the second drug I tried was DMT, on top of some weed. I noticed the walls shaking and moving, and then the objects infront of me, bunch of things, turned into a swirly pool spinning and kind of mushroom patterns. Everthing was dark blue, purple, deadish. Mushrooms growing out of corners, everything looked dead except for the mushrooms growing everywhere and the swirl pool. I didn't freak out like I did on Salvia, it was gentler, but intense! The humming, started to scare me, so did the change in colors, everything looked different. I even texted on my phone and it was completely different colors.. It was cool, less scary than salvia, and i've tried it again a few times, not as break through doses as if I built upto it, I would find myself scared to go further. Also the sound of my AC unit is a constant hum, I didn't like that much either. If I do DMT again, it will be outside in trees, or on a mountain, or some place beautiful.
Though I must admit, DMT and Salvia are amazing, they are so intense I don't know if i'd really recommend them to people, Salvia left me shaking, sweating, and near crying. DMT just left me with wow that was craaaazy, I don't know why i'm scared to break through again.
Now my friend, who has dropped a ton of acid, and molly says he loves acid, and never found anyone who had a bad trip from it. I believe his blotters are 80ug or so and he has taken 14+ tabs one week. This friend tried some Salvia but was too scared to break through, and wouldn't try the dmt 8)
SO my question is: I don't know, is acid going to be as enjoyable as everyone makes it out to be? I do have benzos on hand, and a free weekend. And I found a good deal on some cid, claiming to be 150ug a blotter. How much should I take? I was thinking half, maybe even a quarter tab? Or a quarter, then a quarter an hour later. I want to ease into things, I liked that about DMT, no matter how intense it is, compaired to salvia, it's way gentler ride.
As you can imagine i'm having quite some anxiety about an 8 hr commitment after Salvia ripped me a new asshole and DMT scared me half as bad.
Weed - Every day.
X - Once, dont need to wreck my brain with that anymore.
Salvia was my first psychedelic, I laughed so hard, felt my eyes shake and was like oh shit.... there I stayed on the bed seeing triangles, i'd assume laying like you went there from a sitting position, with my head bent over my arm I couldn't move. It was all dark blue triangles (bed pattern was blue stripes). Then I basically turned into the bed, it was fricken awesome BUT I was freaking the fuck out, because I thought that was it, i'm the bed, and i'm stuck like this forever, I am just an object for people to sit on... I missed everyone I had ever met in my life, and had flashbacks to a part of me that was a kid... the house I once lived in with, but I was the fucking couch there too... my whole world was my bed turning into a box, me built into the threads, and it was impossible to get out, everytime I fought it felt like I was going to rip the threads but I wanted to get the fuck out lol no matter how cool it would have been if I had been relaxed. And while all of this was going on, PINS AND NEEDLES PAIN, that pain on a bed is probably what made me feel like I was trapped in the bed.. box.. world.
The second time I took Salvia, I didn't go far, but was sitting on my bed, with a knee up. That triangle knee... I tried to get up, and I got caught in what I now know as a loop, I kept trying to get up, my vision was layered like my short range vision was layered out in the distance. Each time I couldn't get up I would try harder and harder and then collapse onto the bed.
The first time, I said things like Don't take that shit!! to my girlfriend who doesn't even do drugs. lol. The second time was loop hell, frightning but interesting. Both of my Salvia experiences were frighting as fucking hell, and I don't think I plan to do it ever again due to how intense it is. I was really ego dead, scared shitless after the trip until I gained a sense of reality, that I had taken salvia, and it was worn off.
So the second drug I tried was DMT, on top of some weed. I noticed the walls shaking and moving, and then the objects infront of me, bunch of things, turned into a swirly pool spinning and kind of mushroom patterns. Everthing was dark blue, purple, deadish. Mushrooms growing out of corners, everything looked dead except for the mushrooms growing everywhere and the swirl pool. I didn't freak out like I did on Salvia, it was gentler, but intense! The humming, started to scare me, so did the change in colors, everything looked different. I even texted on my phone and it was completely different colors.. It was cool, less scary than salvia, and i've tried it again a few times, not as break through doses as if I built upto it, I would find myself scared to go further. Also the sound of my AC unit is a constant hum, I didn't like that much either. If I do DMT again, it will be outside in trees, or on a mountain, or some place beautiful.
Though I must admit, DMT and Salvia are amazing, they are so intense I don't know if i'd really recommend them to people, Salvia left me shaking, sweating, and near crying. DMT just left me with wow that was craaaazy, I don't know why i'm scared to break through again.
Now my friend, who has dropped a ton of acid, and molly says he loves acid, and never found anyone who had a bad trip from it. I believe his blotters are 80ug or so and he has taken 14+ tabs one week. This friend tried some Salvia but was too scared to break through, and wouldn't try the dmt 8)
SO my question is: I don't know, is acid going to be as enjoyable as everyone makes it out to be? I do have benzos on hand, and a free weekend. And I found a good deal on some cid, claiming to be 150ug a blotter. How much should I take? I was thinking half, maybe even a quarter tab? Or a quarter, then a quarter an hour later. I want to ease into things, I liked that about DMT, no matter how intense it is, compaired to salvia, it's way gentler ride.
As you can imagine i'm having quite some anxiety about an 8 hr commitment after Salvia ripped me a new asshole and DMT scared me half as bad.
