Magickduck
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Yeah, I've been wanting to do that for a while for some other unrelated things, but I need to get insurance first. Whenever I finally do, I'll have to remember to tell them about this experience.
I forgot to mention, but definitely should have since it might be related, earlier that day I had a sort of emotional breakdown after coming to terms with past issues. For the past few years I have been almost incapable of feeling emotion at all, but upon encountering some pictures I haven't seen in years, I felt my old emotions come back all at once, and it was overwhelming. I had the idea that perhaps this breakthrough released endorphins or something into my brain, which later resulted in my episode of trippy euphoria? I think this is a very reasonable conclusion, or else it was a flashback.
In flashbacks, do people actually experience the full effects of a drug? I mean, it lasted a whole hour and it was sooo similar to LSD and it was intense.
I hope it happens again, I absolutely loved it.
EDIT: It is kinda happening again every now and then, but much shorter bursts and less intense. Like a single wave of euphoria here and there randomly.
Do not go see a psychiatrist. Do not let these guys convince you there is anything wrong. Embrace it and it is a gift, despise it and its a curse. You are fine the way you are and perfect. Your thoughts create your brain chemicals - not the other way around. Do not go get on medications that dope down your mind and loose the gifts you have been given.
