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Trip on THC - experienced user - feeling god

newromancer

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OK, in this forum there are many reports of life-changing trips on mescaline or lsd, now let me tell you what happened to me on thc. It was also a life-changing trip, and strangely this kind of trip happened to me twice in the last 15 months. i posted my first "real" thc-trip about one year ago here in BL and i've never met or heard of somebody who had this kind of trip on THC. In strength of hallucinating, CEVs and OEVs i would easily compare it with a good LSD-trip...well here's the story.

I was on a good friends birthday party somewhere on a great place near a small village. We had put up our tents and tippies and i had my camper and my family with me. During the day i smoked one or two joints, not too much, and in the evening, after my little son went to bed, i decided to smoke a bong with some friends in a tippie. I took one very deep breath and a few seconds later i could feel the nice little thc-buzz. i started to relax and we were talking about a few not really important things.
After maybe 10 mins i realized that i was very confused and i couldnt really follow the conversation any more. my friends were discussing and i sat there just observing the voices from every direction, but the conversation didnt make any sense to me and i couldnt join anymore. I decided to leave the tippie to get some fresh air and watch the stars.
Outside i felt a little bit clearer and i layed down to watch the stars, but i was still so confused that i wished, nobody would come and ask why i was laying there :-)

Well, the confusion got stronger and i decided to go back to my camper and lay in my bed for a while. While i was walking to the camper i could feel a nausea growing, and at the same time i had the urge to piss and shit. I was laughing to myself about this strange feeling of my body, but suddenly i was overwhelmed by those feelings. I went down on my knees, put down my pants and started to puke, shit and piss at the same time...

Needless to say that i felt really bad at this time, but after a while it became clear to me, that this reaction was some kind of cleaning of my body. Suddenly i knew my body had to be cleaned before the whole thing could go on. I puked for a long time until my stomach was really empty ....and it went on and on untill the last little piece inside my
stomach was thrown out..a very hurtful and bad experience. At this time i started to wonder what will come next, after my body is cleaned inside.
After the nausea disappeared i felt better and i thought that its the right time to go to bed ....well, then it really started...

In the begining it was like a film running, i saw scenes
of my life, i realized many problems and many things that moved me deeply, and i found some solutions. It was like a film runing 10 times too fast but it was covering every aspect in my life that has an importance to me (job, partnership, life-planning).
After this, i started to "see" and to "be" matter,
and i can tell you, this was the most intense thing i've ever experienced.

I was looking at matter, and it was for me like looking through a microscope and i could swith this microscope to see deeper and deeper in matter... it started with long vertical structures, just grey matter with little structures like lines in it...then i enlarged *100...i saw molecules, one molecule next to the other, thousands of them, they looked like little worms...then i enlarged *100...i started to see atoms, like little balls, arranged in rows next to each other...then i enlarged*100...and i saw inside the atoms, they were
build by a dark space and yellow gemoetrical figures (mostly triangles and half-circles) floating around...and then i decided to look into those geometrical figures

...and it hit me like a lightning....

i was inside some kind of energy or (i cant find the right words, not even in my motherlanguage...) some structure where time, space, reality and thoughts are just one...absolutely no difference. Everything is connected to each other and matter is build out of this mass. So every atome in space is connected with all the other atomes, not only in space, but also in time...and there is no difference between imagination and reality... What
you think can be real, and your thoughts are connected to everywhere; in space and time.

Its really hard to express what i felt, but i would say, i could feel the substance that everything in the universe is made of. Maybe i should better say, i felt GOD.

I dont know how long this lasted, but after xx minutes i "woke up" and went to my wife and son in the camper to lay down. I had to puke several more times, and then i was laying in bed and my whole body started to tremble and shiver. This trembling was very strong and i couldn't
stop it, i just had to let go. I tried to tell my wife what i experienced and i started to cry, tears were rolling down my cheeks.

I think i have to stop now before it gets boring for you, but i slowly came down, later i had much fun watching OEVs, colored spots on the walls (mostly pink and blue), and comic style films (little yellow ducks running around :-)

As i said, this trip was as intense as LSD, and it was "just" one toke from a bong. As this happened to me for the second time, i really wonder whats going on inside me. I was smoking dope for 16 years and this never happened to me.
The only "solution" i found was, that both times, i had been on rainbow-gatherings right before this happened (If you dont know about the rainbow family, you can check it out at www.welcomehome.org). I found the energy of rainbow-gatherings very strong for me, and maybe i was charged with this energy and the THC was the key to connect me to the gods with this rainbow-energy. I would be happy to hear from others having such strong visions on THC, maybe also in combination with rainbow-energy.

Definitely i can tell (for me), that THC is not just a drug to get "fucked off", its a divine drug that can connect you directly with divinity...no coincidence that in hinduism the ganja is an encarnation of shiva..... if we smoke shiva, maybe sometimes we can feel a very small
part of the gods....


Love and light
 
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THC can be a powerful hallucinogenic.
Usually not enough is ingested when smoking pot to have very strong psycoactive affects.

Stoped smoking weed for a week and smoked up last night and got a good buzz
 
I am not doubting that this happened to you (well, i am a little bit) but i would like to know what caused this. I have NEVER experienced weed that good, especially off one hit.

I hate to say this (because it almost never happens) but maybe your weed was laced wiht something?
 
Yeah you can "trip" with weed.. but just try some true hallucinogen.. believe me.. things will be different ;)
 
I know that this trip sounds unbelievable (to me too), but as i said, a trip with this intensity happend to me twice in 18 months, and never in 16 years before. And the reactions here in this forum show me, that this is not really common. Even some of my friends dont believe me. But i wouldnt do all the work to write this report in a foreign language just to be a show off here in this forum to people, that i dont know...no sense for me in this....

I just wanted to know if this kind of trip happened also to other ppl, as i really was a bit worried about my strong reaction to THC.
 
I have had experiences similar to what you describe while using marijuana. They most often seem to come during periods where my spiritual practice is highly active, though these anomalously powerful effects have sometimes occurred in other contexts. I went through a period when every time I smoked marijuana (and schwag, at that) I entered into an extremely powerful altered state of consciousness. I could feel kundalini rising. I saw patterns drenching everything in my visual field, (or, alternately, watch vividly detailed cinematic cartoon sequences with eyes closed). "I" experienced substantial depersonalization, right up to moments of apparent total ego loss and momentary identification of subject/object. I consider such experiences to be powerful testimony to the truth that the consciousness that is being altered is at least as important as the agent altering it (all due thanks to Jim DeKorne).
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Namaste,
Cliff
 
Thanks Cliff for your posting....at least i'm not the only one who experienced something like this on THC.
I really started to worry about getting crazy ;) well, to be called crazy in these days can be a compliment....

I do a lot of spiritual practices at the moment, and they became more intense after my first visit of a rainbow-gathering 18 months ago. And thats the time when my first THC-vision started....

Thanks again...your posting explained a lot to me.... :)

Love and light
 
Weed can indeed be a very introspective psychedelic drug. There's no doubt about it. Thanks for sharing your story!
 
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