jaymie
Bluelighter
A redsky dipped into my life
turning it pink, red, and deep oranges,
slicing at my reality, tearing it to bits of tasty, sweet, but bitter disgust.
For a moment I felt my life slip away,
thank god it was only that moment
and not an eternity spent wasting away with you, you sweet liar.
For the moment walking hand in hand was everything
you spoke to me in tongues of philosophy and poetry.
It was tantamount to universal orgasm,
a connection with everything.
You said I was everything and I thought you were innocent
I thought I was everything to you and that I was innocent.
It could not be though.
No traps, dear redsky?
Perhaps, we both thought, but who cares?
Because I've never met anyone like you,
and perhaps it is fate.
Maybe we would be one someday, share everything and build something.
I thought I could rely on you
but you had another plan all along
your truth was damaged long ago.
You said you had to hide, manipulate to get your ways
I didn't see between the lines,
I only saw your perfection.
You were hiding behind a curtain waiting to be unleashed, you were too much.
You jumped and landed on me.
You were an angel in my eyes, a gem not to be forgotten.
why the hell didn't they believe you like me?
why the hell did they treat you so unkind?
is there something i'm not getting?
sometimes I thought so, but you reassured me that
l-i-f-e r-e-a-l-l-y i-s p-e-r-f-e-c-t.
Once it was over and you'd gotten what you wanted I knew the look in your eyes changed, you were through with me, I was just trash, just a nice piece of ass.
Scientology, ennonaki, daoism up the ass, painting your face with markers of shame you try to blame, maim the truth and poke your fun at the rest of the human race because they the ones who got houses, they don't eat lentils and rice, they tryin' to manipulate me, but fuck if I'm going down with you brother, there's a higher order rounded up to deal with you motherfucker.
You lied to me,
You took advantage of me,
I cried, and cried, and cried for you, then I hated you.
Now I don't hate you, but I saw you today in a political peddler pushin' words of, "cheney and bush be children of satan!"
Now maybe that's true, but you know what?
Your genius and cause will only buttfuck you in the end.
I cried for the lies, and I cried for the almost broken ties.
The damage you did can never be undone,
my eyes will always show the pain you caused me to glow.
My body bears no scars, but my memory will always serve to correct me when I see another pseudo-revolutionary peddling his metaphorical lentils and rice. Protein for the soul you say? Well fuck you too.
speaking of which, my eyes, my eyes
oh how you loved them,
but did you really?
Or was it just another lie?
I can't deny that you felt an inkling of love to me
I can't deny that I felt some for you,
but you gave me a disguise
to feed your petty, selfish ways
and that I cannot deny
that I cannot wipe away
that is why I'll never feel love for you
and you know what?
If you want to be a revolutionary
try this on for size and fess up to your lies.
Peace
turning it pink, red, and deep oranges,
slicing at my reality, tearing it to bits of tasty, sweet, but bitter disgust.
For a moment I felt my life slip away,
thank god it was only that moment
and not an eternity spent wasting away with you, you sweet liar.
For the moment walking hand in hand was everything
you spoke to me in tongues of philosophy and poetry.
It was tantamount to universal orgasm,
a connection with everything.
You said I was everything and I thought you were innocent
I thought I was everything to you and that I was innocent.
It could not be though.
No traps, dear redsky?
Perhaps, we both thought, but who cares?
Because I've never met anyone like you,
and perhaps it is fate.
Maybe we would be one someday, share everything and build something.
I thought I could rely on you
but you had another plan all along
your truth was damaged long ago.
You said you had to hide, manipulate to get your ways
I didn't see between the lines,
I only saw your perfection.
You were hiding behind a curtain waiting to be unleashed, you were too much.
You jumped and landed on me.
You were an angel in my eyes, a gem not to be forgotten.
why the hell didn't they believe you like me?
why the hell did they treat you so unkind?
is there something i'm not getting?
sometimes I thought so, but you reassured me that
l-i-f-e r-e-a-l-l-y i-s p-e-r-f-e-c-t.
Once it was over and you'd gotten what you wanted I knew the look in your eyes changed, you were through with me, I was just trash, just a nice piece of ass.
Scientology, ennonaki, daoism up the ass, painting your face with markers of shame you try to blame, maim the truth and poke your fun at the rest of the human race because they the ones who got houses, they don't eat lentils and rice, they tryin' to manipulate me, but fuck if I'm going down with you brother, there's a higher order rounded up to deal with you motherfucker.
You lied to me,
You took advantage of me,
I cried, and cried, and cried for you, then I hated you.
Now I don't hate you, but I saw you today in a political peddler pushin' words of, "cheney and bush be children of satan!"
Now maybe that's true, but you know what?
Your genius and cause will only buttfuck you in the end.
I cried for the lies, and I cried for the almost broken ties.
The damage you did can never be undone,
my eyes will always show the pain you caused me to glow.
My body bears no scars, but my memory will always serve to correct me when I see another pseudo-revolutionary peddling his metaphorical lentils and rice. Protein for the soul you say? Well fuck you too.
speaking of which, my eyes, my eyes
oh how you loved them,
but did you really?
Or was it just another lie?
I can't deny that you felt an inkling of love to me
I can't deny that I felt some for you,
but you gave me a disguise
to feed your petty, selfish ways
and that I cannot deny
that I cannot wipe away
that is why I'll never feel love for you
and you know what?
If you want to be a revolutionary
try this on for size and fess up to your lies.
Peace
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