-bYd-
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well, it's been quite a few months since my virginity thread, and i've decided to update a bit.
(you can find my virginity thread - here)
so, anyways. let me start at the begining.
[foggy dream sequence]
it all began a few months ago (4-5) when i became seriously fed up with the lack of penetration within my sexual portfolio and i decided to change that. i grew more and more accepting of the idea that my virginity was going to be a shitty experience and not worth the wait; so i gave in. plain and simple. i met up with a girl that i had met only a few times before through friends and began to work my magic (if you can call it that). we began talking more, hanging out together more, and just basically doing the working up process to the big push.
her name was jessica - beautiful, funny, kinky, and evil. every boys dream for a first! sooner than later we were down each others pants and working towards sharing more fluids with each other, when all of the sudden; i freaked the fuck out. i was so caught up in my little plan to rid myself of this terrible affliction that i forgot to realize that jessica, the perfect first fuck, didnt give a damn about who i was. and i was turned on by that dammit! never did i think that i would be so aroused by the fact that all she wanted was my virgin cock and nothing else. but alas, that is how it started.
[fast forward a few days]
night of penetration: is it in yet?
so, jessica and i decided that this was the night it was going to happen, so i decided to prepare to make it perfect of course. lava lamps on, incense puffin, chill beats for a good soundtrack, and of course, astroglide!
(note: im a burnout; dont judge so hard.)
we began with some whiskey (of course) and slowly started the make out session that seem'd to last forever within my impatientness and i was forced to make the move that would land me deep within my adventure. our hands carressed, squeezed, rubbed, smoothed, pinched, and tickled their way down to our pink bits slowly, but with intention. i felt the butterflies begin to dance about the way a drunken irishman would while singing limerics outside his local pub. i took a deep breath, sighed hard, and went down on her for a good amount of time; making sure i suceeded in at least that to seccure safe passage into the tunnel! my heart raced, breathing grew heavy and my skin trembled with every touch of her body against it. i knew at this moment, that very fucking moment, that i was alive.
we slid across each other like we were on ice, but completely steaming and tingling all over while we held each other tight, kissed, nibbled, licked and bit working closer and closer to what my penis was made for. she lay on her back, stomach arched, eyes glowing as if she was possesed, and licking her lips like woah.
i was scared shitless.
i raised her legs nervously knowing there was not going to be an interruption, a changing of mind, or a sudden power outage and went forward with what god gave me. i slid up in between her thighs slowly letting my lower parts grase hers, kissed her and went for it...
the process: wow, it works like a puzzle eh?
i slid the tip of my soon not to be virgin penis between her outter lips and down to her opening as if it was a trap that was going to rid me of my manhood... luckily it was not so. when i entered inside her i swear that my heart stopped at first because of all the excitement that was swirling around inside my head (and my balls) and soon i forgot what to do! the pause only lasted a moment but it seem'd to take forever for me to recover. she was looking up into my eyes and biting her lip while i worked in deeper, deeper, and deeper again until i reached the end of the tunnel. i was a bit put off by the sensations that i was experiencing, but i managed to get into my newbie rythm and soon felt like a god. i thought "wow, i fuckin rock!" but of course i came back to reality soon enough and continued my quest. as the minutes flew by, the sweat dripped, and the moans and breathing increased - i was in a zone. totaly cosmic. my house could have toppled and i still would have been humpin my hips at the wind before i realized what had happened. i loved it. i couldn't belive i waited so long.
as our breathing, moaning, shivering and tingling pushed forward i knew that i was getting close to my breaking point. i told myself that i would quit cigarettes as soon as this finished. i was so out of breath and tired that i thought i would colapse on her. it didnt happen, thankfully. she started talking dirty and getting all out hardcore as she approached climax as did i. biting and scratching took place of licking and gentle carresses that proceeded and i pumped, pushed, thrust, and slid into her harder and faster than i thought was possible. my energy regained, my confidence growing with the approach of orgasm, and my mind racing towards the moment that i would pull out porno style and shoot across my room onto some part of her.
heaven.
pure. fucking. heaven.
end result: oops. i hope that doesn't stain.
we changed positions numerously, trying all that were pushed into our minds as children watching our fathers porn. doggy, misionary, cowgirl, spoon, etc. it was great. we kept on for a few more minutes which seem'd to fly by endlessly; still working foreward to reach the point that makes, or breaks you. the orgasm. i pumped my aching hips as hard and fast as i could while rotating in various smooth pumps feeling my climax coming up from my toes it seem'd. she was ahead of me, moaning in a way that only comes when a penis is inside her body. i knew in the back of my mind that i was breaking the mold of the virgin rumors and tales. i felt like a commander leading his troups into a battle that should never have been won. (yes, i must have been hallucinating.) before i knew it she exploded with a moan and thrust that forced my cock into her cervix and sent shivers down my spin. i felt her inner muscles tighten around my quivering unvirginized manhood and i furiously attacked her goddess like vagina with my phallic weapon like winnie the pooh and a tree of honey! she shivered, twitched, made really freaky noises and faces and almost collapsed it seem'd. i worked harder, making myself push forward, making my orgasm come up from inside me and just when i thought i could go no further, i pulled out, totally missed her, and came on my sheets.
aftercourse: god dayum!
i totally collapsed gasping for air, still moaning and shivering while she smiled at me in an evil erotic way that let me know that i did good. we layed there, heavy breathing continued whilst in the same position which seem'd forever before we spoke any words. i looked in her eyes and slid up towards her as she was handing me the famous after sex cigarette. it was the best cigarette ever made. period.
i sighed a long sigh, curled up next to her, finished my whiskey and tried to calm myself. needless to say, 15 minutes later we were at it all again, and then another 2 times after. (thats 4 for the math impaired). that night was an experience for me - an experience i dreamed of, wished for, and needed... it met my expectations flawlessly.
we broke up a few weeks after due to me cheating and the intensity of the non-caring about me and only about my pink bits type deal. but all n' all, it was a good experience that i dont regret. i thought i did, but i was still in the break up mindframe.
anyways, hope any who read this enjoyed it as much i did experiencing it.
much love,
brad
btw: this is the longest post/thread i've ever made. read it dammit!
[ 21 June 2002: Message edited by: -bYd- ]
(you can find my virginity thread - here)
so, anyways. let me start at the begining.
[foggy dream sequence]
it all began a few months ago (4-5) when i became seriously fed up with the lack of penetration within my sexual portfolio and i decided to change that. i grew more and more accepting of the idea that my virginity was going to be a shitty experience and not worth the wait; so i gave in. plain and simple. i met up with a girl that i had met only a few times before through friends and began to work my magic (if you can call it that). we began talking more, hanging out together more, and just basically doing the working up process to the big push.
her name was jessica - beautiful, funny, kinky, and evil. every boys dream for a first! sooner than later we were down each others pants and working towards sharing more fluids with each other, when all of the sudden; i freaked the fuck out. i was so caught up in my little plan to rid myself of this terrible affliction that i forgot to realize that jessica, the perfect first fuck, didnt give a damn about who i was. and i was turned on by that dammit! never did i think that i would be so aroused by the fact that all she wanted was my virgin cock and nothing else. but alas, that is how it started.
[fast forward a few days]
night of penetration: is it in yet?
so, jessica and i decided that this was the night it was going to happen, so i decided to prepare to make it perfect of course. lava lamps on, incense puffin, chill beats for a good soundtrack, and of course, astroglide!
(note: im a burnout; dont judge so hard.)
we began with some whiskey (of course) and slowly started the make out session that seem'd to last forever within my impatientness and i was forced to make the move that would land me deep within my adventure. our hands carressed, squeezed, rubbed, smoothed, pinched, and tickled their way down to our pink bits slowly, but with intention. i felt the butterflies begin to dance about the way a drunken irishman would while singing limerics outside his local pub. i took a deep breath, sighed hard, and went down on her for a good amount of time; making sure i suceeded in at least that to seccure safe passage into the tunnel! my heart raced, breathing grew heavy and my skin trembled with every touch of her body against it. i knew at this moment, that very fucking moment, that i was alive.
we slid across each other like we were on ice, but completely steaming and tingling all over while we held each other tight, kissed, nibbled, licked and bit working closer and closer to what my penis was made for. she lay on her back, stomach arched, eyes glowing as if she was possesed, and licking her lips like woah.
i was scared shitless.
i raised her legs nervously knowing there was not going to be an interruption, a changing of mind, or a sudden power outage and went forward with what god gave me. i slid up in between her thighs slowly letting my lower parts grase hers, kissed her and went for it...
the process: wow, it works like a puzzle eh?
i slid the tip of my soon not to be virgin penis between her outter lips and down to her opening as if it was a trap that was going to rid me of my manhood... luckily it was not so. when i entered inside her i swear that my heart stopped at first because of all the excitement that was swirling around inside my head (and my balls) and soon i forgot what to do! the pause only lasted a moment but it seem'd to take forever for me to recover. she was looking up into my eyes and biting her lip while i worked in deeper, deeper, and deeper again until i reached the end of the tunnel. i was a bit put off by the sensations that i was experiencing, but i managed to get into my newbie rythm and soon felt like a god. i thought "wow, i fuckin rock!" but of course i came back to reality soon enough and continued my quest. as the minutes flew by, the sweat dripped, and the moans and breathing increased - i was in a zone. totaly cosmic. my house could have toppled and i still would have been humpin my hips at the wind before i realized what had happened. i loved it. i couldn't belive i waited so long.
as our breathing, moaning, shivering and tingling pushed forward i knew that i was getting close to my breaking point. i told myself that i would quit cigarettes as soon as this finished. i was so out of breath and tired that i thought i would colapse on her. it didnt happen, thankfully. she started talking dirty and getting all out hardcore as she approached climax as did i. biting and scratching took place of licking and gentle carresses that proceeded and i pumped, pushed, thrust, and slid into her harder and faster than i thought was possible. my energy regained, my confidence growing with the approach of orgasm, and my mind racing towards the moment that i would pull out porno style and shoot across my room onto some part of her.
heaven.
pure. fucking. heaven.
end result: oops. i hope that doesn't stain.
we changed positions numerously, trying all that were pushed into our minds as children watching our fathers porn. doggy, misionary, cowgirl, spoon, etc. it was great. we kept on for a few more minutes which seem'd to fly by endlessly; still working foreward to reach the point that makes, or breaks you. the orgasm. i pumped my aching hips as hard and fast as i could while rotating in various smooth pumps feeling my climax coming up from my toes it seem'd. she was ahead of me, moaning in a way that only comes when a penis is inside her body. i knew in the back of my mind that i was breaking the mold of the virgin rumors and tales. i felt like a commander leading his troups into a battle that should never have been won. (yes, i must have been hallucinating.) before i knew it she exploded with a moan and thrust that forced my cock into her cervix and sent shivers down my spin. i felt her inner muscles tighten around my quivering unvirginized manhood and i furiously attacked her goddess like vagina with my phallic weapon like winnie the pooh and a tree of honey! she shivered, twitched, made really freaky noises and faces and almost collapsed it seem'd. i worked harder, making myself push forward, making my orgasm come up from inside me and just when i thought i could go no further, i pulled out, totally missed her, and came on my sheets.
aftercourse: god dayum!
i totally collapsed gasping for air, still moaning and shivering while she smiled at me in an evil erotic way that let me know that i did good. we layed there, heavy breathing continued whilst in the same position which seem'd forever before we spoke any words. i looked in her eyes and slid up towards her as she was handing me the famous after sex cigarette. it was the best cigarette ever made. period.
i sighed a long sigh, curled up next to her, finished my whiskey and tried to calm myself. needless to say, 15 minutes later we were at it all again, and then another 2 times after. (thats 4 for the math impaired). that night was an experience for me - an experience i dreamed of, wished for, and needed... it met my expectations flawlessly.
we broke up a few weeks after due to me cheating and the intensity of the non-caring about me and only about my pink bits type deal. but all n' all, it was a good experience that i dont regret. i thought i did, but i was still in the break up mindframe.
anyways, hope any who read this enjoyed it as much i did experiencing it.
much love,
brad
btw: this is the longest post/thread i've ever made. read it dammit!
[ 21 June 2002: Message edited by: -bYd- ]
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