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To Memantine or ULDN

pnillyg

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I know I ask a lot of questions on here and I don’t want to bother but I’m feeling pretty lost. So many routes to take, so many options, but which one?

My ketamine use started to get me off of 15-20god of kratom which worked. Took about 3-4 weeks to feel fairly normal again but then I was taking so much ketamine I needed to stop with that too. Life got the best of me and now on top of doing damage to my body with the ketamine I’m back on kratom. I really want to be dependence free (that’s my goal) and I’m landing between 4-6gpd of kratom now. Not beneficial but keeping me well. Supplementing Gabapentin with it as well as lunesta to sleep the occasional benzo but really avoid them at all costs. I have a lot (too many options).

Long story short I feel like I’m running in circles and the circles are getting smaller.

Is it worth trying ULDN or Memantine to lower my opiate tolerance while titrating or do I need to just suck it up for a few weeks and get the comfort meds out?

Thanks for the help ❤️‍🩹
 
I think you could even do both together, ULDN and memantine. I never got to try ULDN yet because it is prescription only here but I heard people praising it. Memantine works well, and is pretty much nonaddictive itself, it has a comedown after heavy dosages and there can be some lethargy and cravings but ketamine is many times worse, maybe because of its short duration, maybe bc of the pharmacology, who knows. I've done many dissociatives and mem is the cleanest so far. It is also very non-toxic, as you might know the prescription dosage are just 20mg and people do recreational doses of 300mg without repercussions. My max were 190mgm and it worked well to get rid of my morphine (up to 600mg/d).
 
I never used ULDN to lower opioid tolerance but I did try it to see if it would help with mood and some inflammation issues I had going on. It did seem to help my inflammation. Sorry I can't offer much help. My main concern is that it may work TOO well at lowering opioid tolerance and bring back some of the recreational effects that are lost after being on Kratom for some time. Still worth trying out I'd say. Even if it just helps you cut down your dose I'd say that's still a win and still a step in the right direction. Just be very careful to do the right dose of Naltrexone so you dont make yourself sick.

I think Memantine is another great option. I've never used this for opioid tolerance either, but it should work well. I don't know about you, but one of the hardest parts about trying to stop kratom or lower my dose is the depression and anxiety. Memantine should also help with the depression due to its NMDA antagonism. Might also help with Ketamine cravings. I have a strong psychological addiction to dissociatives and after a binge or using daily/ near daily for some time, I suffer from depression and anhedonia either until I'm able to get more dissociatives or until a week or two goes by. Memantine would probably help with that as well.
 
Hello,
I saw your other posts on this topic and want to clarify some things. So your purpose here would be to lower your tolerance to kratom (to what level?) or get rid
of kratom habit? Yes i agree with you there's so many options and it gets confusing, altough if you could kindly provide more details i will try to answer your every question regarding memantine here or on pm if you like.

Thinking about it wheter its lowering your tolerance or stopping, imho the most straightforward way would be to supplement your kratom intake entirely
with memantine (in the range of 60mg to max 100 mg daily), given your experience with ketamine. The doses are quite high (though im basing them on my experience and a science journal, that was giving patients 60 mg as a starting dose). Normally you should probably err on the side of caution, but i personally found doses in the range of 20-40 mg a bit lackluster both in detoxing and as add on to try take lower doses of my opioids. The method i'm suggesting should allow you to stop kratom and suffer no or almost no withdrawal symptoms and cravings. Take the 60-100 mg range for a week (you can dose daily or every other day, but given your prior experience with ketamine it should be fine daily. Then after a week you can lower your dose to 20-40mg (maybe even lower, more as a maintence dose). You mentioned that you take a lot of other things apart from kratom, if you're dependent on them leave them be, You could try this for 1 to 3 weeks ( though like i said before i wouldnt take high doses after a week, unless you want to take 1 large dose and then wait 3-4 days and repeat). As memantine stays a long time in your organism, in my experience it should affect you up to a month. It could potentially resolve your withdrawals and cravings, help with depression and paws. Then free of the need to take kratom you could take decide what to do. I personally find a very helpful drug altough remember it is no a silver bullet for tolerance/dependance and eventualyy for me craving and depression returned (but memantine allowed me to be drug free for the first time for a long time first for 3 months and then a little over 6 months)

In some other thread you asked about potential drawbacks/side effects. Off the top of my head:
1.The obvious one is difficulty falling asleep, esp if you're dosing daily or even every other day. I found myself staying awake for 18-20 hours, if i didn't force myself to bed, set reminders on my phone etc. and often i would get up after 4-5 hours. Some tips that you could mitigate it is if you're drinking coffee: limit it to one after you wake up and take your memantine as early as possible (imho there should be at least 12-14 hours between your dose and the time you go normally to sleep), Set yourself reminders on the phone to get off it at least an hour before bed, take a hot shower and stuff that they recommend ppl. As you are taking gabapentin, lunesta and valium they can be very helpful or even necessary. I would personally use individually use pregabalin, carisoprodol (which was the best) , valium and some anthistamine i can'y remember. Often in combinations because the insomnia was so strong. Sorry don't want to scare you but you really should be prepared, if you can't sleep on it. It's hard to say how you would react. For me in terms of higher doses i needed drugs to sleep, altough sometimes i would fall asleep witouth them but i can't stress enough that you should take it as early as possible, dont drink coffee, limit nicotine and do the other things i mentioned. Of course i forgot to mention that you should be wary with the sleeping drugs not get addicted to them. In the 20-40 mg range i found sleeping without aids easiear, altough this drugs makes you forget you're tired and you can find yourself doing things very late up into the night
2. Potential Heart Problems. I used memantine to detox 3 times, With the first to i didn't notice this problem but in my third attempt after dosing 60-120 for a week,
exactly at the 7th day i found myself with chest pains, tightness in chest and feeling generally unwell, being unable to do much. it lasted for a whole 24 hours. I decided to stop memantine for a week, was unwell for at least 2 more days. Recoverd after 5 days and after a week i reinstated memantine in the range of 20-60 mg and didn;t have this problem. It mightve been memantine or sth else. Im writing this cause you can find this info about memantine causing potential heart problems in a memantine subreddit (i don't have time to search for it, but later i will try to find it). Generally wheter its true or not i feel like it's something worth considering and if you plan on doing memantine doing everything in your power to takecare of your body.
3. You should be fine as you are familiar with ketamine but (despite being a really clean disso) at least at first general loopiness, potential brain fog,
processing slower and talking slower (altough seeing more even if you can't express it very well). When i tried it for the first for withdrawal and went shopping
i literally forgot what should i do in a shop ( i knew what i wanted and that i came here to do shopping) but i just stood in front of a closed in fridge and literally forgot what you should do (my identity was very fragmented), was overwhelmed by all the lights, all the product names , the noises. I probably stood there like max 2 min but to me it felt like i spent there an hour. Next time i came prepared with a written list and headphones with music and it went much better.
I just really recommend you to read the psychonaut wiki entry on memantine and read about potential effects to know what might happen.
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4. After a while tolerance rises, everything becomes flat, it sorta loses it magic. You feel numb emotionally. It can be a blessing ot a big nuisance. Sry it's really late in my corner of the world so can't really go into much detail. Will try to write something late

to quickly sum it up while i like memantine and i find a good tool: i sucesfully detoxed 3 times from tramadol 1000+mg daily doses, oxy up to 200 mg daily and third time once again tramadol 1000mg+ and Pregabalin. My routine was always the same i would start with a 60 mg - rise it to 80 mg the second day. The third day was 100 mg. From there it would depend either i stayed for another day or two on 100 mg or drop to 80 on the 4th day , stay on 80 for the 5th day. 6-8 day was 60 mg and from there i would drop to 40mg stay on it anywhere where from a week to two weeks and then sometimes drop to 20mg for a a couple days to a week or just go from 40 mg to 0.
This way it killed my withdrawal completely, made me functional (if you get accustomed to its effects noone would notice), gave my a pause, a breather. Allowing me to gain some insight into my addiction and some aspects of my behavioral problems. I could write more but will stop for now. Just wanted to say that i find it helpful in opiate withdra wal , pregabalin withdrawal and it killed my cravings for nicotine. The only substance i find it not helpful for is benzo dependance (but it is probably better than nothing). To sum it for me the only downside is possible insomnia and if u haven't had dissociatives before you can get at least a week of mind fog etc untill your brain gets accustomed. So it's better to prepare in terms of shopping, making lists, setting reminders on the phone etc.

Regarding lowering opiate tolerance with memantine i tried it and found it very lacking and lackluster ( i was trying doses 20-40 mg). In terms of immediate effects i didn't notice any effect on lowering my tolerance. In some days i even took much more because i didn't find my doses satisfying. Tried it for a week/2 weeks and abandonded it. My theory is that at least in terms of smaller doses betwen 20-40 mg, maybe you need a longer build up in your body. Personally im curious how much smaller doses like 5 mg would work for tolerance.
@pnillyg in some other topic you mentioned maybe taking one higher dose and imho i have a feeling that would work much better than adding memantine daily to your stack. Its a bit speculation (based on my exp) but you wont feel wd symptoms as strongly and dysphoria, your cravings should be very weak or non existent and you could probably lower your doses very quickly. When i was wd from oxy or tramadol and you offered me some or i had some i wouldnt be interested in taking my normal dose. There's something with the higher doses that just saturate you (later i will try to upload a paper that somehow backs this, where morphine addicts given 60 mg memantine in their first day of wd, it attenued their wd and they werent as interested in taking the drug as much and some other things i cant remember but i have to mention the effect was transient). Also i feel that with higher doses the effect of not needing your doc would be extended at least to th next day. If not you could bump yourself up with a 20mg for eg the day after the higher dose.
Sorry for the rambling and mistakes. I shouldnt post very late at night, Hope this helps somebody a little, esp you pnillyg. If you have patience hit me up here or on pm, i will try and answer any question you might have regarding memantine. Unfortunately i dont know anything about uldn, but it seems very very promising regarding tolerance reversal.
 
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For somebody that takes kratom, ketamine, benzos, lunesta, gabapentin, cannabis etc (currently tapering everything) would this possibly be a helpful medication and if so what dosage? Any risks to be mindful of?
yes it can be helpful, altough i would (and if youre aware of it sorry) warn you not to try to tapering everything at once. At least go slow with benzos or leave gabapentin for now in case of problems. Memantine can be helpful imho it would work for kratom, ketamine and gabapentin. For benzos it's not that helpful but it can help dial down the unpleasantness a little. Imho given a list of drugs you are taking you have two options adding memantine to your stack: start low (10-20) and slowly up your dose and cut what you feel needs cutting reinstating if something goes wrong.
Or like i said earlier with kratom and ketamine you can go with higher doses for a week, then a week or two of smaller , leave the benzos and gabapentin. tackle then later, memantine can at least in terms of benzos can help dial the unpleasant a little and help you be more mobile during the day while you're slowy tapering your doses.
I would probably leave the gabapentin for last as it's the easiest in my mind to kick, memantine once again can help you.
You should also remember to take breaks with memantine don't take it nonstop for 2-3 months, let it wash out from time to time. Its a drug that sometimes can cause mania or delusional/magical thinking, sometimes in unexpected ways and really consider not tapering everything at once, imo it's too much stress for the body. And imho experiment w

Not getting into details but once had to get off 3 substances (some tapered, some not) and its an experience i won't want to go through ever again

Edit. Anyway i thought know that if you have the means to have more memantine, by all means experiment. Please don't treat anything i wrote in terms of definitive. I dont know nothing abt your situation so i feel like it would be best to experiment both with lower doses and higher. Maybe make a list of notes or an audio recording, what you are feeling, if there are any side effects etc. If you search the internet there are ppl that are pro-high doses and anti and i feel like there's no good answer really. You should probably check first if you dont have any allergic reaction or weird effects. In my case i needed high doses of mem but in your case maybe that wont be needed. So use your judgement, maybe do more research. I will try later to upload sth regarding memantine but also be bold. I Feel what youve written:
Long story short I feel like I’m running in circles and the circles are getting smaller.
many times i felt hopeless in addiction/dependence but i strongly feel that if you see something that has a potential to help you, you should try it, regardless of results. Don't loose hope, you are still alive and can do sth about your situation
Wish you the best
 
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yes it can be helpful, altough i would (and if youre aware of it sorry) warn you not to try to tapering everything at once. At least go slow with benzos or leave gabapentin for now in case of problems. Memantine can be helpful imho it would work for kratom, ketamine and gabapentin. For benzos it's not that helpful but it can help dial down the unpleasantness a little. Imho given a list of drugs you are taking you have two options adding memantine to your stack: start low (10-20) and slowly up your dose and cut what you feel needs cutting reinstating if something goes wrong.
Or like i said earlier with kratom and ketamine you can go with higher doses for a week, then a week or two of smaller , leave the benzos and gabapentin. tackle then later, memantine can at least in terms of benzos can help dial the unpleasant a little and help you be more mobile during the day while you're slowy tapering your doses.
I would probably leave the gabapentin for last as it's the easiest in my mind to kick, memantine once again can help you.
You should also remember to take breaks with memantine don't take it nonstop for 2-3 months, let it wash out from time to time. Its a drug that sometimes can cause mania or delusional/magical thinking, sometimes in unexpected ways and really consider not tapering everything at once, imo it's too much stress for the body. And imho experiment w

Not getting into details but once had to get off 3 substances (some tapered, some not) and its an experience i won't want to go through ever again

Edit. Anyway i thought know that if you have the means to have more memantine, by all means experiment. Please don't treat anything i wrote in terms of definitive. I dont know nothing abt your situation so i feel like it would be best to experiment both with lower doses and higher. Maybe make a list of notes or an audio recording, what you are feeling, if there are any side effects etc. If you search the internet there are ppl that are pro-high doses and anti and i feel like there's no good answer really. You should probably check first if you dont have any allergic reaction or weird effects. In my case i needed high doses of mem but in your case maybe that wont be needed. So use your judgement, maybe do more research. I will try later to upload sth regarding memantine but also be bold. I Feel what youve written:
Long story short I feel like I’m running in circles and the circles are getting smaller.
many times i felt hopeless in addiction/dependence but i strongly feel that if you see something that has a potential to help you, you should try it, regardless of results. Don't loose hope, you are still alive and can do sth about your situation
Wish you the best
Thank you for the time and effort in your response. Yea right now I’ve been taking a benzo 1-3 days weekly, gabapentin when needed for TMJ and tapering / withdrawal, hydroxazine for anxiety, lunesta basically every night for sleep and then the biggest thing right now for me is the kratom 3-6 grams per day. Do I need to stop or be careful of any interactions? Do I need to halt any before trying or is it something I could add and then ideally more easily titrate the other things better. I’m almost at the place where I say fuck it, go eat some Iboga and lock myself in a room for a month (again). Hope all is well. Keep it coming!
 
Thank you for the time and effort in your response. Yea right now I’ve been taking a benzo 1-3 days weekly, gabapentin when needed for TMJ and tapering / withdrawal, hydroxazine for anxiety, lunesta basically every night for sleep and then the biggest thing right now for me is the kratom 3-6 grams per day. Do I need to stop or be careful of any interactions? Do I need to halt any before trying or is it something I could add and then ideally more easily titrate the other things better. I’m almost at the place where I say fuck it, go eat some Iboga and lock myself in a room for a month (again). Hope all is well. Keep it coming!
Okay, thanks for the details. In my opinion or rather if i were in your shoes:

i would most def leave lunesta, you need it for sleeping.

The second one Gabapentin you can also leave and take it as needed, there shouldnt be any problems. Just in case don't dose memantine and gabapentin too close together ( i had some weird "mania" like reactions when taking pregabalin with memantine but also with dxm one after the other). Imho it's better to start with memantine and then after some time take the gabapentin after peak would be good (which in case of memantine is 3 hours more or less). It was basically something i did start the day with memantine wash it with my only coffee of the day or some other drink and after some times passed i took pregabalin either once or multiply times a day (esp when it closer to nighttime(

With benzo you shouldnt have any complications in terms of interactions, it could be a good add on to gabapentin, if you would've a rough insomnia or some kind other unpleasent effect. My only question and concern is: how much do you need it right now, do you get some wd symptoms from benzos if you don't take them. Can you just stop them? You've been taking them for long this way? My issue is this: Don't want to add to your insomnia, add rebound anxiety etc by telling you to just stop or take it sparingly. If you're tapering benzos due it safely and slowly. While not as helpful with benzo it will mask some symptoms that might arise. So if u need them leave them as is and you can always try experiment

I'm no scientist but the only problem you might have is with hydroxizine. Memantine if i remember correctly acts on cholinergic systems while hydroxzine is anticholinergic. It can lead to increased side effects. One time i was using doxylamine to sleep with memantine and i remember that combining this two drugs lead to first of all terrible grogginess in the morning, the brain fog was much worse and there was a host of other problems. Once again im sorry, im not in a position to send you any links right now but you can check it on google. Imho you can safely drop Hydroxzine. With lunesta , gabapentin and ocasional benzo you should be covered in terms of anxiety. I would leave it and add it later if you really feel like it.

In my mind you can add memantine, start low and see for yourself, how are you doing and reacting. If you can drop your kratom intake on a smaller memantine dose that would be great, if not then work your way up in some 5-10-20 mg increments (Try finding that sweet spot where your discomfort disappears) . For now just focus on reducing kratom. You can try tirating Gabapentin also but it's tricky giving you such advice not knowing how long are you gabas, benzos etc. Imho i would tackle one thing at a time, but if you are an ocasional user of everything apart lunesta than by all means once on a stable and working memantine dose you can try lowering/cutting stuff and eventually reinstating if you wont feel good.
Good luck with everything

Oh and i just realised the interaction between kratom and memantine taken the same day. Well thats tricky both are complex drugs and i don't remember reading any info on potential interactions or experiences of others. You are a bit in an uncharted territory, so for now just add it to your stack: low doses yeah? Try lowering your kratom intake, if its not helping then slowly increase your mem dose. That's one possibility but if you will start feeling not so good from combining kratom and memantine, then imho just ditch kratom and substitute it for memantine for as long as you need, either with lower or higher doses. I did two wd's from tramadol with mem and it covered my symptoms quite nicely. Also i mixed it tapentadol and tramadol and it didn't kill me so you should be okay. I will try and send you all that scientific paper in a minute.
 
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Here's a link to a very intersting scientific paper called Mechanistic insight into the efficacy of memantine in treating drug addictions.
Im an amateur but worth noting is that a lot of stuff in there is preclinical and generally there's isnt a lot of studies using human subjects.
I've read it some time ago but i think they reviewed studies both done on mice and on drug addicted humans but there aren't many of them.

If someones interesting memantine subreddit has sometimes interesting info. If i find some other study i will post it later. Have a nice day and night ppl
 
I think you could even do both together, ULDN and memantine. I never got to try ULDN yet because it is prescription only here but I heard people praising it. Memantine works well, and is pretty much nonaddictive itself, it has a comedown after heavy dosages and there can be some lethargy and cravings but ketamine is many times worse, maybe because of its short duration, maybe bc of the pharmacology, who knows. I've done many dissociatives and mem is the cleanest so far. It is also very non-toxic, as you might know the prescription dosage are just 20mg and people do recreational doses of 300mg without repercussions. My max were 190mgm and it worked well to get rid of my morphine (up to 600mg/d).
Ill just be using it for hopefully tolerance reversal as i hear it can have potential there but now that see it is a disso in higher doses im definitely interested in those properties especially since i have to give the k a break its been wreaking my body, hopefully its less damaging when it comes to the load on the body but i see DXM is also tough on the organs so im wondering if its just something NMDA receptors have in common.

I never used ULDN to lower opioid tolerance but I did try it to see if it would help with mood and some inflammation issues I had going on. It did seem to help my inflammation. Sorry I can't offer much help. My main concern is that it may work TOO well at lowering opioid tolerance and bring back some of the recreational effects that are lost after being on Kratom for some time. Still worth trying out I'd say. Even if it just helps you cut down your dose I'd say that's still a win and still a step in the right direction. Just be very careful to do the right dose of Naltrexone so you dont make yourself sick.

I think Memantine is another great option. I've never used this for opioid tolerance either, but it should work well. I don't know about you, but one of the hardest parts about trying to stop kratom or lower my dose is the depression and anxiety. Memantine should also help with the depression due to its NMDA antagonism. Might also help with Ketamine cravings. I have a strong psychological addiction to dissociatives and after a binge or using daily/ near daily for some time, I suffer from depression and anhedonia either until I'm able to get more dissociatives or until a week or two goes by. Memantine would probably help with that as well.
I’m super interested in both of these. I’m wondering how i can fit one or both in and if i need to wait to stop any medication or supplement. I’m always super cautious when it comes to new meds im not experienced with and possible interactions. Sometimes too careful
Hello,
I saw your other posts on this topic and want to clarify some things. So your purpose here would be to lower your tolerance to kratom (to what level?) or get rid
of kratom habit? Yes i agree with you there's so many options and it gets confusing, altough if you could kindly provide more details i will try to answer your every question regarding memantine here or on pm if you like.

Thinking about it wheter its lowering your tolerance or stopping, imho the most straightforward way would be to supplement your kratom intake entirely
with memantine (in the range of 60mg to max 100 mg daily), given your experience with ketamine. The doses are quite high (though im basing them on my experience and a science journal, that was giving patients 60 mg as a starting dose). Normally you should probably err on the side of caution, but i personally found doses in the range of 20-40 mg a bit lackluster both in detoxing and as add on to try take lower doses of my opioids. The method i'm suggesting should allow you to stop kratom and suffer no or almost no withdrawal symptoms and cravings. Take the 60-100 mg range for a week (you can dose daily or every other day, but given your prior experience with ketamine it should be fine daily. Then after a week you can lower your dose to 20-40mg (maybe even lower, more as a maintence dose). You mentioned that you take a lot of other things apart from kratom, if you're dependent on them leave them be, You could try this for 1 to 3 weeks ( though like i said before i wouldnt take high doses after a week, unless you want to take 1 large dose and then wait 3-4 days and repeat). As memantine stays a long time in your organism, in my experience it should affect you up to a month. It could potentially resolve your withdrawals and cravings, help with depression and paws. Then free of the need to take kratom you could take decide what to do. I personally find a very helpful drug altough remember it is no a silver bullet for tolerance/dependance and eventualyy for me craving and depression returned (but memantine allowed me to be drug free for the first time for a long time first for 3 months and then a little over 6 months)

In some other thread you asked about potential drawbacks/side effects. Off the top of my head:
1.The obvious one is difficulty falling asleep, esp if you're dosing daily or even every other day. I found myself staying awake for 18-20 hours, if i didn't force myself to bed, set reminders on my phone etc. and often i would get up after 4-5 hours. Some tips that you could mitigate it is if you're drinking coffee: limit it to one after you wake up and take your memantine as early as possible (imho there should be at least 12-14 hours between your dose and the time you go normally to sleep), Set yourself reminders on the phone to get off it at least an hour before bed, take a hot shower and stuff that they recommend ppl. As you are taking gabapentin, lunesta and valium they can be very helpful or even necessary. I would personally use individually use pregabalin, carisoprodol (which was the best) , valium and some anthistamine i can'y remember. Often in combinations because the insomnia was so strong. Sorry don't want to scare you but you really should be prepared, if you can't sleep on it. It's hard to say how you would react. For me in terms of higher doses i needed drugs to sleep, altough sometimes i would fall asleep witouth them but i can't stress enough that you should take it as early as possible, dont drink coffee, limit nicotine and do the other things i mentioned. Of course i forgot to mention that you should be wary with the sleeping drugs not get addicted to them. In the 20-40 mg range i found sleeping without aids easiear, altough this drugs makes you forget you're tired and you can find yourself doing things very late up into the night
2. Potential Heart Problems. I used memantine to detox 3 times, With the first to i didn't notice this problem but in my third attempt after dosing 60-120 for a week,
exactly at the 7th day i found myself with chest pains, tightness in chest and feeling generally unwell, being unable to do much. it lasted for a whole 24 hours. I decided to stop memantine for a week, was unwell for at least 2 more days. Recoverd after 5 days and after a week i reinstated memantine in the range of 20-60 mg and didn;t have this problem. It mightve been memantine or sth else. Im writing this cause you can find this info about memantine causing potential heart problems in a memantine subreddit (i don't have time to search for it, but later i will try to find it). Generally wheter its true or not i feel like it's something worth considering and if you plan on doing memantine doing everything in your power to takecare of your body.
3. You should be fine as you are familiar with ketamine but (despite being a really clean disso) at least at first general loopiness, potential brain fog,
processing slower and talking slower (altough seeing more even if you can't express it very well). When i tried it for the first for withdrawal and went shopping
i literally forgot what should i do in a shop ( i knew what i wanted and that i came here to do shopping) but i just stood in front of a closed in fridge and literally forgot what you should do (my identity was very fragmented), was overwhelmed by all the lights, all the product names , the noises. I probably stood there like max 2 min but to me it felt like i spent there an hour. Next time i came prepared with a written list and headphones with music and it went much better.
I just really recommend you to read the psychonaut wiki entry on memantine and read about potential effects to know what might happen.
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4. After a while tolerance rises, everything becomes flat, it sorta loses it magic. You feel numb emotionally. It can be a blessing ot a big nuisance. Sry it's really late in my corner of the world so can't really go into much detail. Will try to write something late

to quickly sum it up while i like memantine and i find a good tool: i sucesfully detoxed 3 times from tramadol 1000+mg daily doses, oxy up to 200 mg daily and third time once again tramadol 1000mg+ and Pregabalin. My routine was always the same i would start with a 60 mg - rise it to 80 mg the second day. The third day was 100 mg. From there it would depend either i stayed for another day or two on 100 mg or drop to 80 on the 4th day , stay on 80 for the 5th day. 6-8 day was 60 mg and from there i would drop to 40mg stay on it anywhere where from a week to two weeks and then sometimes drop to 20mg for a a couple days to a week or just go from 40 mg to 0.
This way it killed my withdrawal completely, made me functional (if you get accustomed to its effects noone would notice), gave my a pause, a breather. Allowing me to gain some insight into my addiction and some aspects of my behavioral problems. I could write more but will stop for now. Just wanted to say that i find it helpful in opiate withdra wal , pregabalin withdrawal and it killed my cravings for nicotine. The only substance i find it not helpful for is benzo dependance (but it is probably better than nothing). To sum it for me the only downside is possible insomnia and if u haven't had dissociatives before you can get at least a week of mind fog etc untill your brain gets accustomed. So it's better to prepare in terms of shopping, making lists, setting reminders on the phone etc.

Regarding lowering opiate tolerance with memantine i tried it and found it very lacking and lackluster ( i was trying doses 20-40 mg). In terms of immediate effects i didn't notice any effect on lowering my tolerance. In some days i even took much more because i didn't find my doses satisfying. Tried it for a week/2 weeks and abandonded it. My theory is that at least in terms of smaller doses betwen 20-40 mg, maybe you need a longer build up in your body. Personally im curious how much smaller doses like 5 mg would work for tolerance.
@pnillyg in some other topic you mentioned maybe taking one higher dose and imho i have a feeling that would work much better than adding memantine daily to your stack. Its a bit speculation (based on my exp) but you wont feel wd symptoms as strongly and dysphoria, your cravings should be very weak or non existent and you could probably lower your doses very quickly. When i was wd from oxy or tramadol and you offered me some or i had some i wouldnt be interested in taking my normal dose. There's something with the higher doses that just saturate you (later i will try to upload a paper that somehow backs this, where morphine addicts given 60 mg memantine in their first day of wd, it attenued their wd and they werent as interested in taking the drug as much and some other things i cant remember but i have to mention the effect was transient). Also i feel that with higher doses the effect of not needing your doc would be extended at least to th next day. If not you could bump yourself up with a 20mg for eg the day after the higher dose.
Sorry for the rambling and mistakes. I shouldnt post very late at night, Hope this helps somebody a little, esp you pnillyg. If you have patience hit me up here or on pm, i will try and answer any question you might have regarding memantine. Unfortunately i dont know anything about uldn, but it seems very very promising regarding tolerance reversal.
Hey sorry i responded to the next one before i saw this and now were ahead of this so it may not be super relevant but yes my goal is to be off and stay off of everything. But right now i have a physical dependence on kratom, a slight physical dependence on benzos, and a psychological dependence on ketamine the most of all but can’t continue the ket due to organ damage for a while and its what i used to get off and stay off of kratom for the last 2 or so months until about 2.5 weeks ago. My tablets are 5mg and thats what i was thinkin of integrating one morning before dosing anything i normally take (CBD, THC, Kratom, Gabapentin, Hydroxazine or Benzos) and then when/if i need kratom seeing if i can drop my dose or prolong the intervals between them.
yes it can be helpful, altough i would (and if youre aware of it sorry) warn you not to try to tapering everything at once. At least go slow with benzos or leave gabapentin for now in case of problems. Memantine can be helpful imho it would work for kratom, ketamine and gabapentin. For benzos it's not that helpful but it can help dial down the unpleasantness a little. Imho given a list of drugs you are taking you have two options adding memantine to your stack: start low (10-20) and slowly up your dose and cut what you feel needs cutting reinstating if something goes wrong.
Or like i said earlier with kratom and ketamine you can go with higher doses for a week, then a week or two of smaller , leave the benzos and gabapentin. tackle then later, memantine can at least in terms of benzos can help dial the unpleasant a little and help you be more mobile during the day while you're slowy tapering your doses.
I would probably leave the gabapentin for last as it's the easiest in my mind to kick, memantine once again can help you.
You should also remember to take breaks with memantine don't take it nonstop for 2-3 months, let it wash out from time to time. Its a drug that sometimes can cause mania or delusional/magical thinking, sometimes in unexpected ways and really consider not tapering everything at once, imo it's too much stress for the body. And imho experiment w

Not getting into details but once had to get off 3 substances (some tapered, some not) and its an experience i won't want to go through ever again

Edit. Anyway i thought know that if you have the means to have more memantine, by all means experiment. Please don't treat anything i wrote in terms of definitive. I dont know nothing abt your situation so i feel like it would be best to experiment both with lower doses and higher. Maybe make a list of notes or an audio recording, what you are feeling, if there are any side effects etc. If you search the internet there are ppl that are pro-high doses and anti and i feel like there's no good answer really. You should probably check first if you dont have any allergic reaction or weird effects. In my case i needed high doses of mem but in your case maybe that wont be needed. So use your judgement, maybe do more research. I will try later to upload sth regarding memantine but also be bold. I Feel what youve written:
Long story short I feel like I’m running in circles and the circles are getting smaller.
many times i felt hopeless in addiction/dependence but i strongly feel that if you see something that has a potential to help you, you should try it, regardless of results. Don't loose hope, you are still alive and can do sth about your situation
Wish you the best
Right now im upping the gabapentin, Hydroxazine, and my cannabanoids as well as the occasional stimulant as i drop my kratom dose (would be easier if i could use ketamine) but i am not experienced with gabapentin long term or the withdrawal and im really not trying to trade one dependence for another. Gabapentin wd so far i have not experienced but I’ve experienced most others and im not trying to learn this one the hard way.
Okay, thanks for the details. In my opinion or rather if i were in your shoes:

i would most def leave lunesta, you need it for sleeping.

The second one Gabapentin you can also leave and take it as needed, there shouldnt be any problems. Just in case don't dose memantine and gabapentin too close together ( i had some weird "mania" like reactions when taking pregabalin with memantine but also with dxm one after the other). Imho it's better to start with memantine and then after some time take the gabapentin after peak would be good (which in case of memantine is 3 hours more or less). It was basically something i did start the day with memantine wash it with my only coffee of the day or some other drink and after some times passed i took pregabalin either once or multiply times a day (esp when it closer to nighttime(

With benzo you shouldnt have any complications in terms of interactions, it could be a good add on to gabapentin, if you would've a rough insomnia or some kind other unpleasent effect. My only question and concern is: how much do you need it right now, do you get some wd symptoms from benzos if you don't take them. Can you just stop them? You've been taking them for long this way? My issue is this: Don't want to add to your insomnia, add rebound anxiety etc by telling you to just stop or take it sparingly. If you're tapering benzos due it safely and slowly. While not as helpful with benzo it will mask some symptoms that might arise. So if u need them leave them as is and you can always try experiment
I doubt im in danger territory but it wouldn’t be fun, im averaging 2.5-10mg of diazepam 2-3 x weekly (or the equivalent in clonazepam) I know lunesta technically isn’t a benzo but it raises my benzo tolorence tremendously so i try to not take it every night but its more nights than not for sure maybe 5/7 (that will be the last med i tackle cause i need my sleep)
I'm no scientist but the only problem you might have is with hydroxizine. Memantine if i remember correctly acts on cholinergic systems while hydroxzine is anticholinergic. It can lead to increased side effects. One time i was using doxylamine to sleep with memantine and i remember that combining this two drugs lead to first of all terrible grogginess in the morning, the brain fog was much worse and there was a host of other problems. Once again im sorry, im not in a position to send you any links right now but you can check it on google. Imho you can safely drop Hydroxzine. With lunesta , gabapentin and ocasional benzo you should be covered in terms of anxiety. I would leave it and add it later if you really feel like it.

In my mind you can add memantine, start low and see for yourself, how are you doing and reacting. If you can drop your kratom intake on a smaller memantine dose that would be great, if not then work your way up in some 5-10-20 mg increments (Try finding that sweet spot where your discomfort disappears) . For now just focus on reducing kratom. You can try tirating Gabapentin also but it's tricky giving you such advice not knowing how long are you gabas, benzos etc. Imho i would tackle one thing at a time, but if you are an ocasional user of everything apart lunesta than by all means once on a stable and working memantine dose you can try lowering/cutting stuff and eventually reinstating if you wont feel good.
Good luck with everything

Oh and i just realised the interaction between kratom and memantine taken the same day. Well thats tricky both are complex drugs and i don't remember reading any info on potential interactions or experiences of others. You are a bit in an uncharted territory, so for now just add it to your stack: low doses yeah? Try lowering your kratom intake, if its not helping then slowly increase your mem dose. That's one possibility but if you will start feeling not so good from combining kratom and memantine, then imho just ditch kratom and substitute it for memantine for as long as you need, either with lower or higher doses. I did two wd's from tramadol with mem and it covered my symptoms quite nicely. Also i mixed it tapentadol and tramadol and it didn't kill me so you should be okay. I will try and send you all that scientific paper in a minute.
I get weird effects combining Kratom and Ketamine which make me wondering if ill get weird effects and unpleasant feelings from the Memantine and the Kratom. I think the Kratom and Ketamine combo being unpleasant has something to do with the antidepressant properties of both of them because ketamine and regular opiates are fantastic and potentials each other ime very well. Just something im curious about. Will probably try the Memantine alone in the AM and try to ride it out until the kratom is needed that day and then say the next morning adjust the Memantine dose accordingly and then repeat this until the dose is met. Or i could thug it out and save the memantine until im off the kratom and see its effect when not in phsycal withdrawal. All this to hopefully get back to ibogaine (at least thats the plan)
 
Will probably try the Memantine alone in the AM and try to ride it out until the kratom is needed that day and then say the next morning adjust the Memantine dose accordingly and then repeat this until the dose is met. Or i could thug it out and save the memantine until im off the kratom and see its effect when not in phsycal withdrawal. All this to hopefully get back to ibogaine (at least thats the plan)
That sound like a very sensible plan to me. Please if you can update the topic from time to time, i'm curious if memantine is helpful for you and at what dosage. Plus if some problems arise i will try and offer solutions. Once again good luck

And i understand gabas wd is not fun, so yeah tr not to get dependent on it, the slight benzo dependency is a little problem, i know unfortunately too well. Hope that starting kratom using memantine and then going after rest will help you at least minimise doses and frequency or quickly cut out a lot with minimal danger
 
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Ill just be using it for hopefully tolerance reversal as i hear it can have potential there but now that see it is a disso in higher doses im definitely interested in those properties especially since i have to give the k a break its been wreaking my body, hopefully its less damaging when it comes to the load on the body but i see DXM is also tough on the organs so im wondering if its just something NMDA receptors have in common.


I’m super interested in both of these. I’m wondering how i can fit one or both in and if i need to wait to stop any medication or supplement. I’m always super cautious when it comes to new meds im not experienced with and possible interactions. Sometimes too careful

Hey sorry i responded to the next one before i saw this and now were ahead of this so it may not be super relevant but yes my goal is to be off and stay off of everything. But right now i have a physical dependence on kratom, a slight physical dependence on benzos, and a psychological dependence on ketamine the most of all but can’t continue the ket due to organ damage for a while and its what i used to get off and stay off of kratom for the last 2 or so months until about 2.5 weeks ago. My tablets are 5mg and thats what i was thinkin of integrating one morning before dosing anything i normally take (CBD, THC, Kratom, Gabapentin, Hydroxazine or Benzos) and then when/if i need kratom seeing if i can drop my dose or prolong the intervals between them.

Right now im upping the gabapentin, Hydroxazine, and my cannabanoids as well as the occasional stimulant as i drop my kratom dose (would be easier if i could use ketamine) but i am not experienced with gabapentin long term or the withdrawal and im really not trying to trade one dependence for another. Gabapentin wd so far i have not experienced but I’ve experienced most others and im not trying to learn this one the hard way.

I doubt im in danger territory but it wouldn’t be fun, im averaging 2.5-10mg of diazepam 2-3 x weekly (or the equivalent in clonazepam) I know lunesta technically isn’t a benzo but it raises my benzo tolorence tremendously so i try to not take it every night but its more nights than not for sure maybe 5/7 (that will be the last med i tackle cause i need my sleep)

I get weird effects combining Kratom and Ketamine which make me wondering if ill get weird effects and unpleasant feelings from the Memantine and the Kratom. I think the Kratom and Ketamine combo being unpleasant has something to do with the antidepressant properties of both of them because ketamine and regular opiates are fantastic and potentials each other ime very well. Just something im curious about. Will probably try the Memantine alone in the AM and try to ride it out until the kratom is needed that day and then say the next morning adjust the Memantine dose accordingly and then repeat this until the dose is met. Or i could thug it out and save the memantine until im off the kratom and see its effect when not in phsycal withdrawal. All this to hopefully get back to ibogaine (at least thats the plan)
Btw you are starting at small dose, good! I Feel you won't feel a lot of side effects but remember to eat good food regularly, drink plenty of water/electrolytes. Take a lot walks/run/go to the gym if you can and mentally stimulate yourself. During wd/tapering the time can feel like it stops
on memantine this effect is much more intense (im talking about higher doses but personally im really curious what you will get from your low dose) So it's important to immerse yourself, if you feel it into: watching tv series/movies, if you game go gaming, read, Fix a broken sing :D whatever it will help ur mind get off thinking abt kratom and memantine theortically should help you immerse yourself on whatever.
 
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@pnillyg I don't want to sound like an asshole. You know I support you 100% man. You need to "suck it up and get the comfort meds out". You are working yourself into a frenzy regarding all of the potential ways of making this process easier. You need to just do it man. Either commit to a real plan for tapering and stick to it or keep using. The middle area of constantly worrying about it is just going to cause you pain and anxiety.

I'm sure these drugs could help somehow, I'm not doubting that. However, you have comfort medications. You're only using Kratom, so it's not as if you have a 30 bag a day Fentanyl habit. Take a long weekend, maybe take monday and tuesday off from work and start the process.

There is another BL'er I'm talking to getting ready to jump onto 1mg-2mg per day Buprenorphine from a slightly larger Kratom habit than yours. I worked with another guy who was taking 8g per day of Kratom at least who was able to stabilize on 1.5mg Buprenorphine with minimal discomfort. I'm not saying Buprenorphine is universally the best treatment for Kratom dependence. It is the easiest to obtain and has a potency that can easily match that of Kratom.

Furthermore, when Buprenorphine is used at these lower doses, it is known that the Mu Opioid (what you want) receptor is the dominant source of effects from the drug. As the dose is raised, the peripheral Opioid receptors (not what you want) are activated leading to unwanted side effects. As a user of Kratom, a relatively mild Opioid, you can take advantage of this pharmacological phenomenon. In short, Buprenorphine is at its best at lower doses.

I'm not saying be on Buprenorphine forever. I'm just saying it's a good way to get off Kratom. Following the switch, we can use volumetric dosing to slowly taper your off the Buprenorphine if you want. Although Buprenorphine is a relatively potent medication, we are not trying to increase your tolerance, only match it so you can make the switch. If you have any questions, let me know.
 
@pnillyg I don't want to sound like an asshole. You know I support you 100% man. You need to "suck it up and get the comfort meds out". You are working yourself into a frenzy regarding all of the potential ways of making this process easier. You need to just do it man. Either commit to a real plan for tapering and stick to it or keep using. The middle area of constantly worrying about it is just going to cause you pain and anxiety.

I'm sure these drugs could help somehow, I'm not doubting that. However, you have comfort medications. You're only using Kratom, so it's not as if you have a 30 bag a day Fentanyl habit. Take a long weekend, maybe take monday and tuesday off from work and start the process.

There is another BL'er I'm talking to getting ready to jump onto 1mg-2mg per day Buprenorphine from a slightly larger Kratom habit than yours. I worked with another guy who was taking 8g per day of Kratom at least who was able to stabilize on 1.5mg Buprenorphine with minimal discomfort. I'm not saying Buprenorphine is universally the best treatment for Kratom dependence. It is the easiest to obtain and has a potency that can easily match that of Kratom.

Furthermore, when Buprenorphine is used at these lower doses, it is known that the Mu Opioid (what you want) receptor is the dominant source of effects from the drug. As the dose is raised, the peripheral Opioid receptors (not what you want) are activated leading to unwanted side effects. As a user of Kratom, a relatively mild Opioid, you can take advantage of this pharmacological phenomenon. In short, Buprenorphine is at its best at lower doses.

I'm not saying be on Buprenorphine forever. I'm just saying it's a good way to get off Kratom. Following the switch, we can use volumetric dosing to slowly taper your off the Buprenorphine if you want. Although Buprenorphine is a relatively potent medication, we are not trying to increase your tolerance, only match it so you can make the switch. If you have any questions, let me know.
As always I appreciate your input. I’m officially 5 or 6 days off of any opiate. Now the cravings and the “but it wasn’t that bad” thoughts come. It’s easy getting off, it’s hard staying off… now the issue i face is the lunesta im taking nightly is dulling by about 90% the ketamine effects i enjoy each day. I’m trying to get to a point where the cannabis alone cuts it again. The ketamine is helpful but not when taken the way i do. By the way i know buprenorphine is a lifesaver it’s incredible. I’m back to scheduled programming in reguards to any other meds aka as needed. I really would love to get to a place of happiness and inspiration without chemicals from outside of me but right now this is where im at. I’ve been there before so i know i can be there again, just how when and who to be around.
 
That sound like a very sensible plan to me. Please if you can update the topic from time to time, i'm curious if memantine is helpful for you and at what dosage. Plus if some problems arise i will try and offer solutions. Once again good luck

And i understand gabas wd is not fun, so yeah tr not to get dependent on it, the slight benzo dependency is a little problem, i know unfortunately too well. Hope that starting kratom using memantine and then going after rest will help you at least minimise doses and frequency or quickly cut out a lot with minimal danger
Yea gaba dependency isn’t fun at all that being said i have some tricks up my sleeve for that so we should be good.. but well see
Btw you are starting at small dose, good! I Feel you won't feel a lot of side effects but remember to eat good food regularly, drink plenty of water/electrolytes. Take a lot walks/run/go to the gym if you can and mentally stimulate yourself. During wd/tapering the time can feel like it stops
on memantine this effect is much more intense (im talking about higher doses but personally im really curious what you will get from your low dose) So it's important to immerse yourself, if you feel it into: watching tv series/movies, if you game go gaming, read, Fix a broken sing :D whatever it will help ur mind get off thinking abt kratom and memantine theortically should help you immerse yourself on whatever.
For sure starting small. And yea will definitely update u. Anything good for benzo wd you would suggest or just the classics, clonidine, Hydroxazine, CBD?
 
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