Relapse To all those that warned me that any stim would be bad for me, you were right.

[Jnowhere]

I’m back from the dead ya ll. That’s how I feel.

So while I took it prescribed a bit I ended up somehow taking 1000mg yesterday and that’s no cap.

28 20 mg IR Ritalin. Idk how I took that much. I really don’t know how it didn’t hurt me as far as I can see as far as physical damage. Must be all that exercising for so many years gave me a good heart idk.

All I know for certain is I’m fully convinced that stims don’t work for me at all. Should t be rocket science e to see that this was clearly a mistake to go back on stims.

I’m so done. Think I’m going to find some sort of support group. I never really fit in AA but I love the community but I’m thinking of trying smart recovery? Anyone ever do smart recovery?

Are you serious, You survived that much? Have you been used to it ?
And 28x20=560, but still, that shit is no joke at high doses, let alone what you took.
Wow, that much brings to point of cringing, just thinking about it.
I know we have fought, but I am glad you are still alive.