I know what you're going through OP! I just did a rapid detox 3 weeks ago next Tuesday. I have a naltrexone 3 month implant in me to help me stop from using, and all day long it's all I think about. My girl broke up with me few days ago, due to her insecurities, not from anything I did or said. With me emotional things are what would trigger me to use as much as I could, and the last few days have been quite rough. I'm in a new country where I don't really know anyone and just sit at home trying to get through this shit the best I can. But all day long all I thing about is slamming some opiates! It's driving me nuts! But trying to adjust to not being able to run away from my problems or drown them out by using has been the hardest part for me!
