the anti-anxiety effect is taking larger doses rapidly. It is cheap, but I am taking 100mg+ at a time every 3 hours. While this is sustainable financially, idk how safe it is. It will definitely need to be cycled. I'm thinking one week on/one week off? I could get 20g, but I am afraid to. I don't want to be in an even worse situation later. That is why I didn't get etizolam at first.
It is hard not to take it because without it, I rock back and forth all day and feel terrible. Akathisia, adhedonia, no energy, extreme depression..common effects of this "treatment." I learned a lot from this experience. I didn't know they were still tormenting those they deem mentally ill, and just how easy it is to be deemed mentally ill for life. I feel bad for those who are truly suffering from mental illness and will be cycling in and out of psych wards, because the ones who are supposed to be helping them are just hurting them - and a lot I should add. It has always been that way, but I thought it changed for some reason. There will be a lot of people in my situation, and many of them will want to know about tianeptine. It provides valuable relief. However, people in my situation will not get euphoria no matter how much of any drug they take and they should be aware of that. Overdose is a real risk. In fact, I guarantee many people have died from this. It is sad. They don't even warn you at the psych ward, where they themselves state that most people there are substance users and/or abusers. Almost seems like a eugenics program.
Does anyone know how safe it is to take these doses, and how often I should cycle? I don't want an addiction and I don't want to do harm.