My name is Kevin and I'm 19 years old. I was first introduced to drugs at age 14 when I smoked weed, or as I prefer to call it tree, for the first time. It took me a while to actually enjoy smoking, but by age 16 I was smoking everyday multiple times a day. The story then continues to when my friend told me a girl he knew had "moon rocks" and they were supposed to be a pure safe form of ecstasy. The night that we got those "moon rocks" (the name molly was not around yet) I did what was probably .2 of a gram at most, and even at that low dose my mind was blown. My mind was perfectly clear yet as I kept telling my friends "this is the highest I've ever been". Then came college, where I was introduced to amphetamine stimulants, namely vyvanse. I would take 40 mg of vyvanse in an attempt to study, but it effected me in such a way that all I wanted to do was expel creative energy and these nights much work did not get done. Vyvanse was but a minor part of my college drug use, with the major part being molly. This was when molly was branded as a safe alternative to ecstasy, so when I found a connect I was only too happy to blow my high school graduation money on bags of the pink magical molly crystals, or as my dealer called them "rose(ro-zay) rocks". At $35 a gram the temptation was too much. Through a series of unfortunate events, and from research on this site I learned that the molly I thought was so pure and so safe actually contained large amounts of methamphetamine. In retrospect if I had known that I wouldn't have done as much as I did, but there was definitely some mdma present because the amount I learned about the complexity of my own emotions changed me forever. And I had some phenomenal times grinding on hot college girls at the clubs in the city. After getting suspended from school and having to return home I faced a bout of depression, and in turn discovered benzos as a means to numb the pain. I acquired ativan in a manner that I am not proud of, but I credit those nights of doing 3-5 mg of ativan partially for saving my life, because while I was high as hell on benzos I received a break from the suicidal thoughts and ideation that plagued me for months. That basically sums up my drug history, but the reason I am here is because I have spent hours scouring this forum for both entertainment and research purposes and finally feel motivated enough to because a part of this great site. Thanks for reading.
Kev
p.s. -- I would love any type of response to this, if someone had a similar experience with pink molly, if someone found refuge from depression in the world of benzos, or if anyone just wants to say hi.
Kev
p.s. -- I would love any type of response to this, if someone had a similar experience with pink molly, if someone found refuge from depression in the world of benzos, or if anyone just wants to say hi.
