Pondering. Where did the time go? Meds were supposed to be the answer but I can't help but feel duped. Your life slips through your hands like grains of sand, you watch it go. Been two years now. Will I ever be 'normal'. Will this pain ever end. Will I ever be 'sane'. Just wanna catch lightning in a bottle again, feel the spark. Feel my brain in overdrive where the words come so easily, the ideas flow. Where to now, I just don't know.
