Nothing to say that will amuse anyone at the moment - Coming down off 4MG of xanax:
I moved to the rural midwest 8 years ago - I struggle, I have a wife with a prohibition attitude to alcohol that I would never have married had I known (being fair she would say the same for me)
I have a tough job, where they thankfully don;t screen me very much but every time I go and get my 1MG xanax re-filled they are on my ass looking for me to fill a cup and not with coffee.....
Anxiety medicines were handed out like candy but the fact that more Americans die from prescription drug overdoses than die in wrecks has changed the attitudes of the clinic's management : What a crock of shit : No-one wants to have an accident and die but shit happens, quit suing, quit looking for blame and accept that shit happens -------It seems to me that narcotic use is a little like driving or flying - Yes it is a dangerous activity but it is also a lot of fun and a great many of the risks can be mitigated with common sense & information.
My life has improved immeasurably with consistent but hopefully safe use of 15 mg Oxycodone tablets and 8 mg of dilaudid - I was always a binge drinker, I never drank every day but when I did I got myself to the state of mild/moderate buzz.
I don't want to live forever, if I were to lose my wife, who is not in the best of health or lose my job, going into the abyss is fine but I would not consider myself to have a self destructive streak -
I'm just looking to negotiate the odd drug screening, avoid getting to a state of dependence, where I need to get opioded every day and home to make some friends among like minded people who enjoy using narcotics, who feel their lives are enriched by them but are looking to live long enough to be economically productive and be around for their kids' weddings.
I moved to the rural midwest 8 years ago - I struggle, I have a wife with a prohibition attitude to alcohol that I would never have married had I known (being fair she would say the same for me)
I have a tough job, where they thankfully don;t screen me very much but every time I go and get my 1MG xanax re-filled they are on my ass looking for me to fill a cup and not with coffee.....
Anxiety medicines were handed out like candy but the fact that more Americans die from prescription drug overdoses than die in wrecks has changed the attitudes of the clinic's management : What a crock of shit : No-one wants to have an accident and die but shit happens, quit suing, quit looking for blame and accept that shit happens -------It seems to me that narcotic use is a little like driving or flying - Yes it is a dangerous activity but it is also a lot of fun and a great many of the risks can be mitigated with common sense & information.
My life has improved immeasurably with consistent but hopefully safe use of 15 mg Oxycodone tablets and 8 mg of dilaudid - I was always a binge drinker, I never drank every day but when I did I got myself to the state of mild/moderate buzz.
I don't want to live forever, if I were to lose my wife, who is not in the best of health or lose my job, going into the abyss is fine but I would not consider myself to have a self destructive streak -
I'm just looking to negotiate the odd drug screening, avoid getting to a state of dependence, where I need to get opioded every day and home to make some friends among like minded people who enjoy using narcotics, who feel their lives are enriched by them but are looking to live long enough to be economically productive and be around for their kids' weddings.
