My agravation has been high this past 3 months and I have had the urge to drink or steal some meds from my ex. I also live in a community where ANY drug is readily available at any given time.
I am being strong. My brother and I have always been competative in everything, my oldest that is -- he is 11yrs older. Well he started reading at 4yrs old, I started at 3yrs old. He went to college, I went to college (the only one so far that neither has "won"). He is 5yrs clean (Drugs & Alcohol), I am 6yrs clean (with 1 slip last year) with alcohol and 1yr clean of drugs & pills.
I think I might need something for my agitation, stress, anger, and anxiety. I think I might have slight paranoia. I am functioning normal and have normal days, I just get nervous around people and certian situations.
I sorta came out of the closet with being trans. There was a Facebook survey "50 things about me" and it was one of my I don't give a fuck days and was honest. No one has said anything about it at all, truth be told I don't think its much of a suprise. I have been dressing like a guy all my life, I have been tomboyish all my life, I have looked boyish, I act nutural, I don't identify as anything.
I have great friends and all, so I guess that I'm lucky.
I might keep my hair the way it is for now since it's very cold out.
Well, don't know what else to write so I'm outta here. %)
I am being strong. My brother and I have always been competative in everything, my oldest that is -- he is 11yrs older. Well he started reading at 4yrs old, I started at 3yrs old. He went to college, I went to college (the only one so far that neither has "won"). He is 5yrs clean (Drugs & Alcohol), I am 6yrs clean (with 1 slip last year) with alcohol and 1yr clean of drugs & pills.
I think I might need something for my agitation, stress, anger, and anxiety. I think I might have slight paranoia. I am functioning normal and have normal days, I just get nervous around people and certian situations.
I sorta came out of the closet with being trans. There was a Facebook survey "50 things about me" and it was one of my I don't give a fuck days and was honest. No one has said anything about it at all, truth be told I don't think its much of a suprise. I have been dressing like a guy all my life, I have been tomboyish all my life, I have looked boyish, I act nutural, I don't identify as anything.
I have great friends and all, so I guess that I'm lucky.
I might keep my hair the way it is for now since it's very cold out.
Well, don't know what else to write so I'm outta here. %)