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The trip that taught me something - Methoxetamine

Turnontunein1996

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Hi All,

This is my first ever post on any forum so in quite excited but also quite nervous putting this down on paper.
The below is a report of an experience I had while under the influence of MXE (methoxetamine), it was my first time using this potent drug and a trip I'll never forget.

This report starts when me and some friends are going to a club, I've had a few drinks before we get there and we're waiting in the que.
Some of our mutual friends are the Dj's so we know that tonight will bring good music and memories (subjective).
Because of this we brought along some mdma and some K, chewing gum and lolly pops.

Anyway the night goes on, socialising with those people that you only ever see on a night out who also share a love for drugs and dance music.

It was roughly 10:00 when we were all getting ready to drop our bombs a mutual friend wanted to swap one of my bombs for some of his MXE (I'll call him P for this).
I had read about MXE and was fairly hesitant but the self confidence from spiced rum earlier in the night pursuaded me to take a hit.

I used a key to pull out roughly 20-30mg (very hard to tell of course but I'd say that it was around that mark).
The feel of it reminded me of sniffing 2C-B a very harsh and sharp feel.
At this point I also dropped a bomb of MDMA.

The effects this had were tangible but pleasant. It felt like an averaged sized line of k.
Colours were brighter, there was a slight numbness to my legs and fingertips.
Slightly disasociated feel but nothing compared to what was going to happen.

It had been about 2 hours since we dropped our bombs and we were all feeling good, we had all come up and in the general peak of our highs.
We went outside to rack up some lines of K and the guy with the MXE decided to join us.
I quite liked the feel of the MXE and he offered some me some more as he was enjoying the bomb I gave him.

This time I racked up a line. A pretty big line for MXE. It must have been between 60-100mg.
I cleared my throat and took it all in one swift sniff.

00:15 after the line
I immediately began to see colours crashing into eachother.
They would smudge down my vision and stretch in straight lines across my periferials.
It felt intense and at this point I had a feeling I had fucked up as it wasn't long since I sniffed.

00:30
We were all back in the club. everyone was dancing and having a good time.
I however was sitting, watching.
My motor functions had gone and I couldn't really stand.
The MDMA wanted me to get up and enjoy the music but all I could manage was out of time head nods.
What I was seeing was colours from the lights dance and leave some serious trails in the paths.
The dance floor looked like one big organism blurred together moving in time with the music.
It was an experience, but not the kind I was hoping for.

00:45
At this point I was hoping to power through the MXE. I knew it was similar to K and it should start to wear off soon. Little did I know that MXE lasts longer, up to twice that of K.
Everyone wanted to go and have a cigarette but I could barely stand. Let alone walk without getting all my friends caught by security and kicked out.
I was calm, I was in a relatively good mood although slightly pissed off and worried that I've tranquillised myself.
Everything I did physically however I never remembered actioning in my head.

I consciously knew what to do, to try and stand and go for a cigarette but my mind was elsewhere. I would try to stand and then question how I did that without ordering myself to do it.
It was a strange feeling like I was watching myself on autopilot.

Me and my girlfriend agreed that I needed to go home.

01:00
Getting to the taxi rank
This was a mission an absolute operation that required some serious thinking.
I couldn't really control what I was doing. I would do something, become conscious and wonder how I managed to get to the place I was in.
Moving from the chair in the club, down the stairs to the taxi rank I had no recollection of. And then I would remember/re-live how I did it in a strange fast forward memory.
Very strange feeling indeed.

1:20
The taxi trip
On the way back home the taxi went down a road that I know very well. It's one of those roads that you have to travel down no matter where you're trying to go.
I use it nearly every day.

The taxi went past one of the larger trees on this road and everything went darker. I could see the tree, I could see the bark and strange shapes it would make. Incredible detail this image sticks in my head like nothing else.
I know I'm in a taxi though I'm just not at the moment.
Right now I'm just looking at this bark, the shapes it makes, the scars it has. I think about how the scar came to be and what might have caused such a gash in the bark of this huge tree.

Like a strange awakening I'm back in the taxi again, going round a round-about. This must have snapped me out of the trip.

Again down this road all the car lights leave amazing trails which I can analyse while my body is moving my mind is just go using in on the lights.
A strange feeling like I'm taking. A picture in my mind and observing it.

We go past the traffic lights and I see a sticker on the pole, again I observe the sticker, wonder how it was put there, how long it's been there, what was on this faded piece of papet and glue? What kind of glue was used, where did the glue come from?
Each question was taking my mind to either a factory producing the sticker or revisiting the moment some kid slapped the sticker there.

This continued till we got home.

01:50
Home at last
Walking to my front door felt like I was taking huge 10m strides on spaghetti legs.
My Girlfriend opened the door and sat me down. She was slightly pissed off that I ruined the night and concerned that I felt so out of it on just a few hits.

The lesson I learnt here and something I'll never forget is that if you are to ever take a new drug, know what its effects are.

From now on I always check what the drug is, what it can be taken with and how much is usually used.

Thank you for reading
 
I've never had any MXE (of three or four batches) that gives me any kind of trouble snooting. It's the easiest drug one can put up their nose in my book. I have to wonder if your buddy had good/legit MXE.
 
@240sxLover it may well have been a dodgy batch. The second line was much nicer. I think that when I keyed the Baggie it wasn't crushed up.
Good cocaine has to be the nicest thing up the snoot though
:)
 
good one Turnontunein1996!
i had a very pleasant time reading you
Please keep writing and posting your drug experiences, if they are as bizarre.
I have taken methoxetamine quite a few times and i know exactly how you felt. I am pretty sure i have had similar experiences. I like you made the effort to describe them.
It is good to get aware of things, of our surroundings, and question how things became to exist, to appreciate how everything, every little and big detail, from bark tree to ourselves, is made of an infinite number of other somethings, and each one of those little parts of ourselves are in exactly the same predicament. Mind blowing stuff to think about stuff in such fashion. I love to do it.
 
Cosmic._.ape thank you for taking the time to read it.
It's my first post so there will be more to come, it's actually quite hard putting down on paper the experiences but I'm sure I'll get better.
Indeed the I love looking at something and wondering how it came to be, how it has lasted. The elements that may have worn away its new shine, and it's journey to get to its final place.
Its an interesting thought that we are (although completely incomprehensible) made entirely of tiny atoms, electrons, neutrons and quarks.
A thought that always stumbles me is that we can differentiate the physical and conclude that far but how do we measure the memories we have or the thoughts, personas and egos. Energy cannot be destroyed only changed form. And memories etc. musy harbour some kind of energy that is converted some way.
 
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