the thoughts of a depressed young man

[not2clever]

funny how i can post this shit and its stuff i wouldnt show my closest friend. but oh well. i wrote this when i was sorta depressed and pissed at some people sorta betraying me and fucking with me and shit. other parts are about how i am envious of a person.
I care for few things
sanity escaping from within
they insult me, then cling
i hate you, fuck off
they act all upset
i almost feel sorry
i hear the insults
i skin you, fuck you
stop fuckin with me
go away
stop with your acts
you dont like me
i want you to be proud
i am always second
my mind is in a cloud
i cant live with it
i will die die
no one will notice
least of all you
i wont make it to the sky
i havent learned trust
i dont want to be stabbed
i do what i must
mad i am-am i mad?
closing, i see no finish
states and levels
i am in, no hand to lend
so no help i recieve

 

[noharmony]

thats good shit bro!!

 

[not2clever]

thank you. that means a lot
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if the crane cant lift the beam, tell the 2000 pound lady to get off. this is a solo ride