im waiting for people to come out of the wood work. i dont feel like my self.
there's too much happening that im not apart of and im closing in on what could be my best years.
i want to drive some where. some where distant with a purpose. maybe to nags head to see my fathers place, maybe some where to create a new memory. either way im in need of some liberation.
in need of that contagious laughter that billows through the mind and out the fingers then back again.
where are all the interesting people?
why do all the people in my close vicinity suck so hard?
am i one of these people?
do i suck?
god dammit....
if i do suck, why dont i think the people sucking around me are top notch?
am i the one doing the sucking?
do i bring in the suck-factor?
am i the suckee or the sucker?
is there even a difference?
fuck, im just going to get an island and live there half naked with my very own wilson, but i wont punt him out of a tiny hole in my cave...we'll be tighter than that. balls before brawls.
there's too much happening that im not apart of and im closing in on what could be my best years.
i want to drive some where. some where distant with a purpose. maybe to nags head to see my fathers place, maybe some where to create a new memory. either way im in need of some liberation.
in need of that contagious laughter that billows through the mind and out the fingers then back again.
where are all the interesting people?
why do all the people in my close vicinity suck so hard?
am i one of these people?
do i suck?
god dammit....
if i do suck, why dont i think the people sucking around me are top notch?
am i the one doing the sucking?
do i bring in the suck-factor?
am i the suckee or the sucker?
is there even a difference?
fuck, im just going to get an island and live there half naked with my very own wilson, but i wont punt him out of a tiny hole in my cave...we'll be tighter than that. balls before brawls.