Swerlz
Bluelight Crew
How's it going my friends?
No, I am not dead. In the past couple months I've taken the time to work on myself. Approx. 3 months ago, I checked myself into a rehab center for my ever life destroying heroin addiction. I was locked up there for 2 months, doing a lot of work on myself and learning a whole lot in the process. When I got out, nothing was the same. The person in my life that I thought was going to be by my side, like they promised me they were, wasn't. Even after all my family as done for this person, they decided silently cutting off all ties would be the best option, instead of talking about it like an adult. I had BIGGGG plans for our future, like an engagement in Maui next June. Oh well... My job ditched me, thought they said they were awaiting my return. But having all that thrown at me at one time didn't drive me to go back out and use.
I'm living free and clear of this meaningless addiction. I'm currently on psych meds to keep me from going to that dark place in my mind that always leads me back to drugs. I'm currently working as a Network Admin and the IT manager for local pharmacy chain. I'm pulling in quite a lot of money for the minimal amount of work that I do lol. I'm talking $60k+ and I only have a 2yr degree. If all goes well, in the next year or two I'll be pushing $100k/yr and I'm only 23
Gonna be getting my own place soon. Which is good. I'm working on getting the trust of my family and friends back as I stomped all over it during my run. But in all life is good right now. Lonely, but good.
I've been contemplating when to make my return to BL. I decided now was the best time as I got nothing to do at work right now.
Feel free to PM me for those who knew me to check up on me. I'm glad to be back with you all and I hope I can continue to contribute like I did before.
Love,
~p
No, I am not dead. In the past couple months I've taken the time to work on myself. Approx. 3 months ago, I checked myself into a rehab center for my ever life destroying heroin addiction. I was locked up there for 2 months, doing a lot of work on myself and learning a whole lot in the process. When I got out, nothing was the same. The person in my life that I thought was going to be by my side, like they promised me they were, wasn't. Even after all my family as done for this person, they decided silently cutting off all ties would be the best option, instead of talking about it like an adult. I had BIGGGG plans for our future, like an engagement in Maui next June. Oh well... My job ditched me, thought they said they were awaiting my return. But having all that thrown at me at one time didn't drive me to go back out and use.
I'm living free and clear of this meaningless addiction. I'm currently on psych meds to keep me from going to that dark place in my mind that always leads me back to drugs. I'm currently working as a Network Admin and the IT manager for local pharmacy chain. I'm pulling in quite a lot of money for the minimal amount of work that I do lol. I'm talking $60k+ and I only have a 2yr degree. If all goes well, in the next year or two I'll be pushing $100k/yr and I'm only 23
Gonna be getting my own place soon. Which is good. I'm working on getting the trust of my family and friends back as I stomped all over it during my run. But in all life is good right now. Lonely, but good.
I've been contemplating when to make my return to BL. I decided now was the best time as I got nothing to do at work right now.
Feel free to PM me for those who knew me to check up on me. I'm glad to be back with you all and I hope I can continue to contribute like I did before.
Love,
~p
But it sounds like you have a good outlook on things. It sounds like you're on the path to having a better and happier life 
