Weird... I get "choked up" or teary eyed kind of regularly. Maybe a couple of times a month at least.
When I hear about people dying, or see footage of people in a state of distress after their loved one has died. A relative of mine died a little while ago, so I think I'm empathising with the situation. Seeing footage of people in this state reminds me of the way I felt.
Sometimes it happens when I get a wave of nostalgia over me. Like when I hear a song that reminds me of partying with my friends a few years ago. Because I feel like I'm getting older and remembering those times just makes me feel really sentimental.
Thats funny man, I get the nostalgia thing big time. If I listen to a song we used to listen to when it was jst my close group of friends loved up on MDMA or whatever, then to be honest, I have to switch it off because the melancholic nostalgia is just too much. It's such an intense feeling....it's like i'm buzzing again, but I just can't handle it. I was always super-sensitive to MDMA anyway, but bloody hell!
I really wish I could cry, man. I cried when my dad was abusive, but that was 10 years ago now. I then suppressed all emotion subsequently (which amounted to a healthy affliction of depression and anxiety.) and it seems I have fucked my ability to let go. I did actually cry after a massive MDMA, Meph, salvia and nitrous and vodka and acid binge over 4 days when I started coming down as the love of my life fucked me over, but thats the first time in years, which was 2 years ago.
Im sorry to hear about your relative man, truly sorry. If you need to talk, feel free to PM me again

But one thing is for sure, you should rejoice in the fact that you can be open enough to cry and have the ability to be at one with your emotions, so much so that you can release when need be.