Porknpogn
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 20, 2019
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If anyone remembers me I went by w0w0mg.
For those that do, you might remember how bad off I was.
I'm now here to update my situation.
After dealing with a very bad research chemical opiate addiction, I ended up locked up for a bit.
I was clean for about 1 month when I was out before my fatal overdose.
I was in ICU for 4 months.
I'm now 100% disabled.
I don't want to get into my entire stretch of permanent damage I've done to myself.
Since then, I have been relapsing on and off from Xanax and heroin.
There's some good news and bad news right now.
Good news:
Have not touched heroin or Xanax in about 3 months.
Bad news:
I have been using lopermide as a maintenance drug.
Currently I'm using 260mg (180 pills) daily for about 3 months now.
I've been tapering very slow and aim to be completely off within 6 months.
I know about all the health concerns and I am an idiot for becoming dependent.
However, it has helped with any and all cravings and pain relief.
I made this thread to update and check in.
Also, Special shout out to CJ if you're still here, post here!
Haven't forgotten about you either neversickanymore![heart <3 <3](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/24.gif)
that's all for now
For those that do, you might remember how bad off I was.
I'm now here to update my situation.
After dealing with a very bad research chemical opiate addiction, I ended up locked up for a bit.
I was clean for about 1 month when I was out before my fatal overdose.
I was in ICU for 4 months.
I'm now 100% disabled.
I don't want to get into my entire stretch of permanent damage I've done to myself.
Since then, I have been relapsing on and off from Xanax and heroin.
There's some good news and bad news right now.
Good news:
Have not touched heroin or Xanax in about 3 months.
Bad news:
I have been using lopermide as a maintenance drug.
Currently I'm using 260mg (180 pills) daily for about 3 months now.
I've been tapering very slow and aim to be completely off within 6 months.
I know about all the health concerns and I am an idiot for becoming dependent.
However, it has helped with any and all cravings and pain relief.
I made this thread to update and check in.
Also, Special shout out to CJ if you're still here, post here!
Haven't forgotten about you either neversickanymore
![heart <3 <3](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/24.gif)
that's all for now