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Miss T, that sounds terrible. That had to be exruciating. Please keep us updated on his orogress. I think the Dr, like has been mentioned, will go up to next opiate which usually hydrocodobe. But as i put in my last post, those will work great for a time then hell be hurting again then up to oxy and so on. But he has a reason to take it. I mean, in tapering my meds and its still a lot and this is 6th day of bad back and they dont touch the pain. I almost went to ER this morning earky but it actualke feels a bit better. I stood up a lot quicker and was able to stretch out as much as i can tolerate. Feels ok but still hurts. I thought it figured i decide to get off opiates and my back goes iut! Murphys Law!!! I did a lot of, for me, heavy ifting last 2 weeks so idk if i hurt it then or the chair i sleep in. I rearranged the chairs blankets and pilliws and its better. I git one of those massaging mats for chairs and that things great cause it has heat. Maybe i need to ice it. Idk. Should go to dr but with no car its hard. Tried to set it up this morning but my ride never got back ti me. Frustrating. I still need meds and stuff and so i hope my ride gets back to me. Stress is at top of lust that aggravate pain. Thats the trap im in. I need to get stuff done and dr and hands are tied and i stress and seens like pain everywhere gets worse. The Dr who i saw this month is a pain specialist and shink and taught me how anxuety effects chronic pain. I have meds for stress so im ok but still get stressed. This back pain is teaching me to live in pain so its actually training me to get iff the opiates. Trying to be optimistic. Ive been lucky and never had back problems. Its hurt and been sore since i had to start sleeping sitting up cause my ostomy bag. I realky hope this back pain is jyst that and nit serious. You know it hurt if i go to ER cause that is last resort. I have complez cause ive been there many times but a coupe if times i walk in there in pain and had to have emergency surgery so im scared what they would do to my back like spunal tap ir something. Sounds paranoud but you never know there. I saw so many Drs last symmer i go only when i have to now. Thats why i was depressed tribg to make call for ride to ER this morning. So far so good. Hot shower water feels goid on it. I mean, if its nithing serioys, what can they do? Refer me places. Id love a shit of Toradol in my back. That stuff always helps me. Anyway, yall wish me luck with the stupid back and Miss Tecal, please you and yoyr husband hang in there. Things will get better. Its hard to say that on a thread where people have had massive chronic pain and its never gotten better. I hate when people say hang in there so i wont do it but just think hard about which direction yall wanna go and you have all of us for support and advice. Take care.
Dixi: move is done. Still have some to do at old house. Never ends. At the mercy of my buddy who helped me move. Hopefully Sat so i can get my other busdy over to help cause i cant do much with my back. But if it keeps feelung better who knows. The new place is a challenge. The lady and her son are very nice people but people always over here and omg the dogs. Every morning at 6 they go nuts to go out i think. Wakes me right uo. If rarely theres somethibg on tv i wanna watch ill tyrn uo my sureoynd sound but usually have my headphones on all day. I put Enya in my Pandora to sleep to. It worked like a champ. That lasy yelling at those dogs and them barking. It happens when im on phone and people are like, what the hell? Its just a lift with a smalll half barh up here so i have no where to hang my clothes or put my foid away. I inly eat peanut butter sand and ice cream cause my ostomy but still. Everything is in bags on floir. Theres a little bedroim thats where all my boxes are. I dint wear nice clithes cause of the istomy but i do have some nice stuff i wanna hang. What happened is i had pressure from landlord to find place and everything in my price range was in the ghetto and this wasnt and was deperate. I dudnt like the dogs but walked up here and didnt really look around and took it now im livibg like im 20 again. There are some dressers but basicalky i gotta dig thru a bag fir clithes. Its just tempirary and survival at this point. Its nit my time yet but in a year it will be my time. Get back to wirk and being a dad. Thats gonna be my life, pain or no pain. Im not letting shut stop me. Anyway, coulda PM you. Didnt mean to type so much. Hope youre feeling ok. PM me and let me know how you are. Have a goid day
Dixi: move is done. Still have some to do at old house. Never ends. At the mercy of my buddy who helped me move. Hopefully Sat so i can get my other busdy over to help cause i cant do much with my back. But if it keeps feelung better who knows. The new place is a challenge. The lady and her son are very nice people but people always over here and omg the dogs. Every morning at 6 they go nuts to go out i think. Wakes me right uo. If rarely theres somethibg on tv i wanna watch ill tyrn uo my sureoynd sound but usually have my headphones on all day. I put Enya in my Pandora to sleep to. It worked like a champ. That lasy yelling at those dogs and them barking. It happens when im on phone and people are like, what the hell? Its just a lift with a smalll half barh up here so i have no where to hang my clothes or put my foid away. I inly eat peanut butter sand and ice cream cause my ostomy but still. Everything is in bags on floir. Theres a little bedroim thats where all my boxes are. I dint wear nice clithes cause of the istomy but i do have some nice stuff i wanna hang. What happened is i had pressure from landlord to find place and everything in my price range was in the ghetto and this wasnt and was deperate. I dudnt like the dogs but walked up here and didnt really look around and took it now im livibg like im 20 again. There are some dressers but basicalky i gotta dig thru a bag fir clithes. Its just tempirary and survival at this point. Its nit my time yet but in a year it will be my time. Get back to wirk and being a dad. Thats gonna be my life, pain or no pain. Im not letting shut stop me. Anyway, coulda PM you. Didnt mean to type so much. Hope youre feeling ok. PM me and let me know how you are. Have a goid day