Cloud_9
Bluelighter
Cane2theLeft,
Thank you for your support. Sorry if I came off as defensive... most doctors are unwilling to even consider that an SSRI can do nerve damage but that's what seems to have happened to me. It's rare, but it is recognized that SSRIs can cause nerve damage when abruptly discontinued. The fact that the muscle twitching in my face occurs with the pain makes me think I have trigeminal neuralgia. My PCP diagnosed me with it and she was the only doctor yet who I felt has really listened to me. I avoided getting this treated for so long because no doctors ever believed me... once I told them why I thought I was in pain they dismissed my pain entirely. It's really dumb that I never got it treated when it first occured because now long-term potentiation has set in and I'll have to deal with this irritated nerve for the rest of my life. Corticosteriods are the only medicine, besides opioids, that have worked so far. I'm looking at trying a TCA or anti-convulsant next.
I am evaluating getting admitted to a pain clinic because I want a multidisciplinary approach to my pain. Its affecting my relationships, caused the loss of my job and is ruining my life. I don't just want to be doped up on narcotics, I want a doctor who listens to me and understands the effect it's having on my life. My fiance wants to be involved as well to make sure that I am compliant. Do you have any suggestions for how to choose a pain doctor, or is it just trial and error?
You sound like me a couple years ago. I had an un-relenting sort of dull pain that was on the right side of my face all the time and then on top of that the smallest little stimuli like wind, or even a foggy morning would make the pain turn into a shooting, stabbing, type of pain that is so frustrating to treat.
While my pain is a result of a surgery that went wrong in some respects I can sympathize with the fact that you think your sudden discontinuation of your SSRI medication could have contributed to your pain as well. While I don't have any scientific evidence to prove it, I was more or less a human guinea pig through my late teens when my parents just wanted a kid who was easier to manage I guess; so I was given SSRI's and a host of other psychotropic drugs in an attempt to curb my unbound creativity

Right now I think I have it under control with medication, as well as taking classes for things like hypnosis, body-imaging and other pain-relief exercises. The best regiment I have found so far is to take the medication Lyrica (pregabalin) everyday (I'm personally at the maximum recomended dose of 600mg/day) taken with 60mg of Methadone broken into 3 doses of 20mg each throughout the day, but every other pain sufferer knows that not everyday will have you taking the same amount at the same time.
Just remember that at least someone out here knows what you are going through. Post any questions that you have or anything you want to say.
Edit: I would just like to offer you a link to a disease that seems to fits the descriptors you have given us. I personally thought I might have had this disease until I was seen by a specialist in pain and neuropathy. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trigeminal_neuralgia
"Trigeminal neuralgia (TN), tic douloureux[1] (also known as prosopalgia) is a neuropathic disorder of one or both of the trigeminal nerves. Its nickname is "the suicide disease" because it causes one of the most severe pains that a human being can experience, and is not easily controlled or cured. It causes episodes of intense pain in any or all of the following: the ear, eye, lips, nose, scalp, forehead, teeth or jaw on one side of the face.[2] It is estimated that 1 in 15,000 people suffer from trigeminal neuralgia, although the actual figure may be significantly higher due to frequent misdiagnosis. TN usually develops after the age of 50, more commonly in females, although there have been cases with patients being as young as three years of age [3].
TN brings about stabbing, mind-numbing, electric shock-like pain from just a finger's glance of the cheek or spontaneously without any stimulation by the patient. Cold wind, high pitched sounds,loud noise such as concerts or crowds, chewing, talking, can aggravate the condition, and for the worst cases, even smiling or a scarf or the wind or hair on the side of the face is too much to bear."