Heyo everyone. I have posted in this a few times, and would just like a general consensus on what I might need to try next about my chronic pain.
Im in my early 20s and have had a buldging and herniated L4-L5 L5-S1 that recently partially ruptured and has been causing me pain for 7 years now.
I finally talked to a pretty good Doctor who tries to help me, but sometimes I just feel like she just doesn't want to help me sometimes? I don't know, its really strange, she has been a family doc of ours for a long time, and is knowelable about my conditions, and she thankfully prescribed 30 7.5 hydrocodone for my back.
My back always hurts. Pain meds help very little. I finally decided to go to Pain Management, and I have ranted MANY a times before about the absolute shityness in which they treated me. I got NO meds from them, and had 3 selective lumbar nerve blocks done to me, and thats it.
So now I am where I am. I don't ever want to go back to that pain clinic, as they NEVER followed up or even remotely tried helping me, I supplied clean UA's and they always treated me like shit.
I feel hesistant to go back to my doctor, as usually I call in my prescription for the hydro every month, but it really is not sufficent. It helps, say it brings my pain from a 8 to a 5, but I still hurt. Still have trouble sleeping, makes me depressed, everything.
What do I do now? I don't want surgery yet, I am way to active, and I don't let the pain get in my way of what I want to do on a certain day. So if I want to play tennis, fuck it, Im going to and just deal with the pain it will bring, because I can't waste my life sitting here doing nothing my whole life.
They all said only 3 nerve blocks a year, but now what? Should I just try to find another pain clinic? Maybe I should have a very serious talk with my doctor, as my insurance company recently contacted me I agreed to join their Disease Management Plan where they get follow ups on my issues and try to help me the best I can, and tell my doctor how I feel etc so we can discuss it.
I am scared of mentioning maybe more meds to my doctor, I just get nervous about that stuff, ever since I messed up my back doctors have treated me so, well, not sufficiently. No doctor should have any reason to suspect me of anything, I don't do illegal drugs, Im in good shape, ex-college athlete, working on getting my RN. I guess I should just suck it up and complain. Living every day in pain, arggggh@#$&(*@&GYF