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The "One Last Binge And Then I'm Done For Good" thread

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Trying2Iso

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once this guy finishes his last bag just one more night then never again, just gonna sell more of his stuff, buy more drugs, and have one last saturnalia
anyone else have this phenomenon/pattern when trying to quit drugs?
 
Never works. The next day you're always like "well I could've been higher", or "I didnt get to do it right cos Greg came over and two hours was spent dealing with his bs" or "that stuff wasnt that good, I'll get some GOOD stuff tonight and then I'll really be done".

But good luck to you - I hope you do it.
 
xburtonchic said:
story of my life right now. -_-
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yea fukin tell me about it.... FML

BlueSaffron said:
Never works. The next day you're always like "well I could've been higher", or "I didnt get to do it right cos Greg came over and two hours was spent dealing with his bs" or "that stuff wasnt that good, I'll get some GOOD stuff tonight and then I'll really be done".

But good luck to you - I hope you do it.
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preach it brother man... preach it...
 
Yea, I think that'd be pretty common with us addicts trying to justify our use. At least I know it was for me. I've had that one last good high too many times to count. The trouble with that is while I was deep in my addiction it never turned out to be the last time, just my excuse to get high at that moment.
 
I lol'd pretty hard when I saw the topic title. I think we all go through the cycle. Saffron, your post really resonated with me.


BlueSaffron said:
Never works. The next day you're always like "well I could've been higher", or "I didnt get to do it right cos Greg came over and two hours was spent dealing with his bs" or "that stuff wasnt that good, I'll get some GOOD stuff tonight and then I'll really be done".

But good luck to you - I hope you do it.
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This thread reminded me of the quote from Trainspotting.
"This was to be my final hit, but let's be clear about this. There's final hits and final hits. What kind was this to be?"
 
"one is too many and a thousand is never enough" that's what I live by when it comes to use. When I start I cannot stop until shit hits the fan and that often takes years and years before something bad enough happens to get me to stop. I "tried to quit" thousands of time, shit like everyday for years and years at certain points.
 
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