It’s almost surreal
I am thinking about our night that was tainted by too much tequila.
You were aggressive and you knew what you wanted
You knew what I wanted
This night that was tainted by tequila will be the end of our friendship and the end of my infatuations
I didn’t want to do those things to you but inside it was as if I was another person.
I only watched while my body was grasped between your hands
I was controlled by the way you kissed my stomach and with each embrace I felt my mind slowly slipping away and the tequila hurrying to take the helm
This was the night tainted with tequila
How else was I to describe this incident?
This night of lust.
So now its done and I lie here while you sleep…holding me.
I try to figure a way to run to get away and to forget.
I don’t want to wake you
I want to drift away like a tempest in the night or like the tequila that’s finally worn off
The evidence is gone but you can still remember the moments as they flash through your mind
And feel the stale essence of pleasure on your skin
But I lie there still not knowing what to do
Not knowing what to say
I pray for sunlight or at least the ability to pass out
I don’t want to think about it anymore I don’t want to bear the consequences
Let me sleep
Let me go
Let us forget
Let this night tainted with tequila never happen
I am thinking about our night that was tainted by too much tequila.
You were aggressive and you knew what you wanted
You knew what I wanted
This night that was tainted by tequila will be the end of our friendship and the end of my infatuations
I didn’t want to do those things to you but inside it was as if I was another person.
I only watched while my body was grasped between your hands
I was controlled by the way you kissed my stomach and with each embrace I felt my mind slowly slipping away and the tequila hurrying to take the helm
This was the night tainted with tequila
How else was I to describe this incident?
This night of lust.
So now its done and I lie here while you sleep…holding me.
I try to figure a way to run to get away and to forget.
I don’t want to wake you
I want to drift away like a tempest in the night or like the tequila that’s finally worn off
The evidence is gone but you can still remember the moments as they flash through your mind
And feel the stale essence of pleasure on your skin
But I lie there still not knowing what to do
Not knowing what to say
I pray for sunlight or at least the ability to pass out
I don’t want to think about it anymore I don’t want to bear the consequences
Let me sleep
Let me go
Let us forget
Let this night tainted with tequila never happen
