Not entirely sure where you're going with this.
Do I believe there's a virus out there that is about as dangerous as the flu, and gets 100% overhyped? I absolutely do.
Do I believe companies take advantage of said virus? I most certainly do.
Do I believe the mindfuck bullshit, or how "people are being killed to keep numbers down"?
Not in a fucking million years. While yes, that would be an idea, sterilisation is so much more easy and it's quiet. Which fucking moron would kill people with a vaccine? It's so fucking obvious to everyone. No sane person would ever do that, it's just too open, and not at all subliminal
Do I believe the vaccines were poorly researched because they were pressed for time? YES, absolutely.
Do I believe they could cause harm? YES
I'm not going to feel silly, I promise you that. Still getting vaxed, because it's my duty as a medical professional.