Domicrow
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 17, 2015
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So I've been interested in psychedelics for as long as I can remember, about a year ago I first bought some hawaiian baby woodrose seeds which I had some enjoyable and interesting experiences with, more recently I have been using 1P LSD with even better results.
I have only taken what I consider to be quite low doses (5 seeds and 75mcg 1P LSD being my highest respectively) the problem is I very much want to do more to really get into it but I always get put off when I notice that terrible nervousness that comes with tripping, the paranoia that I'm about to drive myself insane.
Now I may be wrong, and I hope I am but I seem to think that higher doses will increase the intensity of this feeling which is always like a big scary dark shadow over every trip, and I don't know that I can handle that as I am.
I'm sure I could just drink or whatever to get past this feeling but that's not what I need, no short term solutions. This is what I want to find out about in my life. On the one hand I fancy myself the next Terence McKenna but on the other I'm so fucking terrified. Is this just part of the game? Can I get past this? Am I just too much of a good little citizen to handle tripping? I don't know... I hope someone can relate to this from their own experience because this is a huge problem for me. Peace and love
I have only taken what I consider to be quite low doses (5 seeds and 75mcg 1P LSD being my highest respectively) the problem is I very much want to do more to really get into it but I always get put off when I notice that terrible nervousness that comes with tripping, the paranoia that I'm about to drive myself insane.
Now I may be wrong, and I hope I am but I seem to think that higher doses will increase the intensity of this feeling which is always like a big scary dark shadow over every trip, and I don't know that I can handle that as I am.
I'm sure I could just drink or whatever to get past this feeling but that's not what I need, no short term solutions. This is what I want to find out about in my life. On the one hand I fancy myself the next Terence McKenna but on the other I'm so fucking terrified. Is this just part of the game? Can I get past this? Am I just too much of a good little citizen to handle tripping? I don't know... I hope someone can relate to this from their own experience because this is a huge problem for me. Peace and love